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2005-05-12T20:16:00.000-07:00

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2005-05-10T05:32:00.000-07:00

life is realli terrible for me now aday.... i dunno why my exam i s lyk... omg... all stupid careless mistakes... mistakes were realli everywhere lor... make me so frustrated and furious.... first is mother tongue where i didnt go read the question probably... next is my history where i went to mix up the meaning of optimistic and pessimistic and wrote the opposit meaing... i am so sian with tis... den to dae's science test is even more terrible... i had already 7 worngs is mcq... i dunno why i lyk cannot take it.... because for me 7 wrongs is alot alot... mcq is the place where we can score well but yet i give tis kinda of result and i dun think am going to do well in any of these subject... haiz.... i am sososososos diappointed... i dunno why i just cant realli concentrate on my studies now adae... i have been thinking abt the coming sb match and i am looking very forward for tt... haiz... how i wish i can go back primary school... cause in there i am always scoring very well... i hope i wont be lyk last yr fail english and drop to position 37... i hope nt realli realli hope nt... haiz... anyway... hope my following test will be better.... cya.... bb

2005-04-30T12:38:00.000-07:00

harlow.... me here to update the lastest one.... hmm... yesterdae dere's softball match... the last and final match for ourb bois.... i feel so sad... cause tis will be their last match... sob.... i hope tis wont end... bt... and our b gals aso... haiz.... but our match will be coming up next... so duringht ejune hoilidae will need alot alot of trg... we cannot loose.... yesterdae our sch is fighting championship with raffles.... it is really a veyr tight game..... through out the 5 inning is 0-0....until the delay.... they catch up by 4 and we lost... but it is alright... caues i believe our guys had done their best and they get national second.... it's nt bad... haha.... yesterdae were realli exciting.... alot of our sch members had come and alot of teachers too.... haha.... we shout and cheer for them....
and i saw him dere.... i wont sae who... haha... cause even now me myself aso confuse who i lyk... is he,him or he?? three u know... making me so confuse... i think the best is all dun lyk... dun think so many things... just concentrate on my study... is tis way good?? haiz.....i aso dunno.... but i am quite diappointed when i didnt see him dere... althought over dere i see another him.... and i sms with him through out the game.... haha.... we are just very near btu yet still sms... but i feel happy when sms him.... btu too bad... match has ended.... i dunno when can i see him again.... i hope there's another src.... so i can meet him again... but tt's rather impossible... haha.... but i hope he online... so i can tok to him... hahah.... i think i am rather silly....haiz... dunno... dun think somuch can le... haha.... ok i shall stop here.... bb

2005-04-21T19:12:00.000-07:00

to some one special
hmm.... i dunno how to speak when i can tok to you.... sometimes we nt even toking... den nth i can do.... hmm... wad shld i sae leh... i am rather sad.... cause i realli dunno u still lyk her mar.... u tell me u dun... but ur friends hv been telling u are just too crazy over her.... hmmm.... i aso dunno who i shld believe.... i hope i can believe u.... but sometimes i saw with my own eyes which make me hard to deny.... during the holidae, i thought tt 1 yr is long... where one dae both of us can tok person to person... but almost half yr had gone.... nth is being spoken.... maybe my character dun suit u or ur character dun suit me.... tis even me myself aso nt sure... anyway... i had nv tok to u?? i dunno.... haha.... i cant tell whether i still lyk u.... but... sometimes.... it did hurt me... there's nth u had done wrong or gone too much... but is just some kind of action... maybe u no need to care so much.... tt might be better for u... as gal is always more sensitive and troublesome.... haha.... but realli hope we can be frien... hmmm.... i dunno whether u will see tis post..... hope u see le wont feel i am an idiot or wad.... haha.... jk.... but i believe i am silly.... haha

silly maddie....
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shimin

2005-04-21T17:34:00.000-07:00

harlow.... me here update le worx.... heheex.... nt very long nv come update.... but nvm la... still can update de.... stupid la me.... haha.... todae is oral... english oral... the oral tt i am more afraid of.... cause last yr mrs lim sae i spoke broken english... sob sob!! cannot blame me mar!! my eng always so bad de... haha... ok la.... den todae de teacher is ms azzah... she nt bad... when i read.... i think i read alot of wrong words... den i haven finish reading den she write something on the paper... hope is nt write my marks lor... cause i sure going to fail... haha... den pic describing... more terrible... i stop for sometimes.... dunno wad i toking abt aso.... den coversation still ok la.... but rather malooo.... cause i very nervous mar.... den my sweat is coming out and out.... haha... until ms azzah ask me do i need tissue.... so malooooo lor.... dun laugh when u all read ar.... i aso dun wan de ok..... haha.... todae no need to sae lor.... i saw him of course.... he is rather much infront of me.... when he was up dere, i am still quite back... but i counted as quite front tis yr... cause yikeng, ben, derrack and ernest went for wu shu... den fortunately they are all in the register 14 and below.... so i moved front and in the same row as kelly.... lucky.... if nt ltr will be they waiting for me again..... den my frien tell me tt he was doing sth rather cute when he is on the stage... i didnt see... casue i dun dare.... i scared.... haha.... i am a gal ok.... haha... '
todae another pathetic thinggie happen again... i hurt my finger again!!! the finger tt had just recover nt long... cause play rugby.... den hurt again lor... pathetic eh? haiz.... dunno tis time going to take how long.... sob sob.... cant even bend now.... i dun wan!! sob sob sob sob sob.....
den bad news yesterdae.... coach come and tell us tmr no more pei cai match le.... another SOB SOB!!! all of us looking forward for tis match... den in the end sae no bargit.... so no bus... excuses.... haiz.... haha.... but i realli want to play with them leh.....
wow.... tis time realli update very long.... hope u all wont read until sian... heheex... bb!!

silly maddie!!!
chocolate kit!!

2005-04-12T04:22:00.000-07:00

here to update again.... since nth to do... todae come hm rather early... dun hv trg... den tmr hv test... haiz.... just pass a few weeks den test coming up again... so sian... haiz.... now aday ar... ok lor... nth really happen lor.... for me and him leh.... still dunno.... i know who he actually lyk.... when actualli i dun feel lyk knowing at all.... but no choice.... ppl told me.... haha.... sundae we hv a walk with the pm... so wu liao... whole dae was there... haiz.... den go take milo... all my frien were asking me to take for them... i was squeeze until..... den in the end shirt was being spilled with milo but an anderson gal.... den my stick was broken by xin... bad dae again... haha... no la.... den the walk is lyk... so long... me xin linh and zhen were lyk id there is a short cut, we will take.... haha... den the exercise.... ok lor... but alot of ppl nt doing... including me... den was kanna scolded... haha.... den until some part of the excercise, i laugh off my head as huifong rui jie they all were so funny... cant stop laughuing tt time....
i aso went to bishan on sat... with linh and xin... zhen cannot come cause she need to teach her cousin something.... we took neo print... and tt dae is cyndi's dunno wad... so many ppl... but ok la... nt alot.... haha... we all aso curious den went inside... dunno tt billy was aso there..... haha... den the whole week end again so busy.... haha..... didnt do my hw.... until sundae den there rushing.... haha.... ok i shall stop here... bb

2005-04-02T14:43:00.000-08:00

wao.... wan yee didnt tell me i aso dunno i actually so long nv update le.... haha.... whole march holidae didnt update.... my birthdae just passed no long ago... tis yr de birthdae can sae is one of my happiest birthdae bar... i cannot tell u why de... haha... but is present lor... haha....
softball carnival just end nt long ago.... hmm.... nt bad lor... still can get 4th... but i am nt very happy with it.... cause due to damn much carelessness we lost to tkg.... it is damn waste... cause the score is 8-3.... and we let them score 5 runs in the end... wow.... tt time is one of the time i cry the worst... i everytime aso sae i wouldnt cry infront of bois.... bt tt time realli lyk cannot control.... just burst out crying when i know we lost.... haiz... sob sob.... if tt time nt so careless i think we can get 4th le... haha....
we just get the medals on tuesdae... so pai seh... luckily mr goh nv scold us... cause we didnt actualli go assemble in the front... we walk out onli after mr yeo call us and was is a mess.... haha... but i think nvm... cause they sae tt is the first time softball gals wont a trophy... luk tt those ppl in opss wouldnt look down on sb gals le... saying is always the guys winning... haha....
yesterdae i just hv a tok with him... and he says hurting words... is damn hurting words... but i dun think he know wad he said had actualli hurt me... tt's wad his horoscope says.... always dunno wad he had done wrong... haha.... nvm.... 9 months le anyway.... lyk him for 9 mths le... dunno tt it is actualli lasted so long... haha..... ok i shall stop here.... bb

2005-02-27T11:13:00.000-08:00

haiz.... now aday aso nth reallihappen lor.... me and him... was all sad tradegy..... know who he lyk.... see him with her.... and wadeva more..... all sad things..... maybe i really shldnt know who he lyk.... cause last time i will be happy but now when i saw him i will think of her.... haiz..... nvm larx.... i will always think of the positive side.... haha.... but sometimes of coz gt some happen things happen larc..... yesterdae, me zhen and linh wen to woodlands.... we go walk walk... and bought a lot of things.... we even went to take neo print... three times.... but we hv free 1 times.... i aso dunnno why... hahaz.... the photo still alright lor.... although some nt so nice... too bad xin nt there... haha....
another sad things is in softball... but now is ok le larc... i cried alot of times tt dae... cause of sad things of coz... i was playing third base but yet alot of balls mr goh give i cant catch it.... i think both mr goh and me was very diappointed.... den ltr he said sth which was very encouraging.... and i think i was rather touch.... hahaz.... anyway now i really think tt he is nt a very bad teacher... haha....

2005-02-13T17:56:00.000-08:00

now aday i think i am stressing myself over.... i dunno why.... maybe is because my result is deproving.... and i dun wanna let tt continue.... if nt will be i wanna numb myself in order nt to think abt him again.... i dunno..... now i seems to lost trust in everything.... is everything around me.... i dunno why.... seriously dunno why.... i had nv feel lyk tis before.... chinese new yr had just passed..... get quite number of hong bao.... heheex..... haven abt 400 dollars althogether.... tis yr is special.... my mama give me all the hong bao.... she sae i can keep my own.... hahazz..... now i am rich.... no la.... i wont anyhow spend de..... den when i went to my ar ma house.... we still play black jack..... very bad hor me?? heheexx.... but i won 20 over plus..... heheexx.... ok la dun wanna tok abt new yr thinggie le..... yesterdae i went to cause way, j8, and northpoint with wan yee and others... firstly we went to cause way... with wan yee, nadirah and chye ning.... heheex.... take number of neo print.... after tt i went to 7 eleven to buy sth... den wan yee told me tt she saw him.... at first i thought she was joking... because she love to jk abt him in front of me... but tis time is true.... dunno why dun hv much feeling.... nt lyk last time anymore.... hahazz... we went to j8 ltr... but tis time hv marcus with us.... we went take neo print again.... and i bought a bag... same as wan yee.... hahazz... good buddy mar.... heheexx... and we went north point ltr.... i told her tt i gt a feeling tt he might appear dere again.... and i am right... when me, wan yee and marcus were waiting for yong cong and his friends.... i saw him coming out of the popular... and went to time zone.... i dunno why... now i lost my feeling in him le den let me see him.... is god playing with me? i dunno.... and i dun wanna think abt it..... i ask wan yee.... does he know who he lyk.... den she sae when she think abt this question.... a gal keep appear into her mind.... and she told me who is the gal..... exactly correct..... same thoughts as me.... haiz,..... maybe tis is fate barx.... although i am nt sure myself.... yesterdae tok to linh and we chat alot of things.... i told her how i feel now.... den she comfort me and gave me alot of advise.... i just hope tt i can do wad she told me.... but i think it is hard.... haiz.... nvm.... now i dun wanna think abt anything abt him le.... wanna concentrate on my studies.... hahaz.... ok i shall stop here..... bye....

2005-01-28T18:51:00.000-08:00

hehee.... here to update again.... so many things happen sia.... hahaz.... just sae wad had happen tis few days bar.... tis happen todae.... a scary incident... linh and me were going to stall 5 to by sth to eat... den linh open then glass thinggie... still ok... but when she was closing... aso dunno wad happen... the glass break.... nt in big pices.... but shuttered in small pices.... i was even standing near dere.... there are some glass in my hand.... but luckily didnt hurt my hand.... everyone was looking sia.... so scary.... me and linh decide nt to go tt shop again... hahaz... just jk.... but the reason why it break is cause the temperature inside was too high.... anyway.... sorrie aunty!!! haha..... den now aday ar.... evry stressed.... gt project work thinggie to do.... but zhen did most of it.... we even spoil diyao's laptop.... but now i think ok le bar.... hahaz..... todae went to 1a3 classroom to make.... but luckily mrs zahri are willing to let us delay... hahazz..... yesterdae me and some other friends stay back until very late..... do the project.... den me and linh went to some place.... haha.... touch their things.... hmm.... sorrie if i mess up ur things.... but i think ur hand writting is nice... haha.... u all should know who i toking abt right? haha.... sen haven finish seeing den the light uncle come liao... must quickly get out.... now aday.... very sway..... keep kanna caught by ms su.... tt time is socks too short..... den tis time is skirt too short.... damn it.... dunno wad i might be kanna caught nxt time.... better is dun let xin get it.... my ear sticks.... haha..... i cut!! haha.... ok la.... i shall stop here le.... bye bye

2005-01-15T19:57:00.000-08:00

yoz.... me here update again le worx.... ai ya... actually wan go pong pong de... but my papa come back liao... so let him first lor... if nt ltr he scold me again... tt time kanna scold by him unitl i cry.... so pathetic hor?? but lucky gt someone there comfort me.... he very good lor i think.... when ever i miss the guy i lyk, i told him then he wil comfort me... i think the guy i lyk aso nt tt good.... muahahah..... dunno lor... tok abt him den i sad.... i ask him a question when he give me a very sad answer... but at least i use my effort to try lor... but u?? nv try onli there sae dunnno.... haiz.... forget it.... i aso misunderstood him in some kind of way... hehe.... very bu hao yi shi... i angry until i throw something away... outside the sch somemore... go find then zhao bu dao le.... sob sob..... wad can i do?? heheex... go buy again.... lolx... todae went to zhen;s hs... with jason, farhan and shannon... and went np after tt.... now aday hv sb... then on fri nt very happy... when mr goh order to batting.. no more realli wanna go bat... then in the end when kanna scold i will be the one tt being scold the most... every question aso ask me... cannot do anything but lower my head... haha.... tt time realli great experience sia.... lolx... anyway... i now aso dunno who i lyk... more feeling one... keep hurting me.... less feeling one make me happy and the feeling seems deep.... er.... haiz... dunno larz!!! hehee.... stop here le... buai buai

2005-01-09T14:04:00.000-08:00

hehee... since the first dae of sch then i didnt update liao... cause now aday always stay back in sch then no time to come update and i wanna watch tv... hehee... tmr will be cca open hs.... me will be involve in batting... with both grace and cai ning... hmmm... ok lar.... looking quite forward to it... wan yee is in throwing... no choice lar... her throwing too good le..... haha..... i think he will be wearing his uniform tmr bar... i think he quite pai seh.... cause on fir i stay back awhile... after playing with wan yee they all i went out to drink water... then saw him in his uniform... he walk out and walk in again... i dunno where he was walking to... but he went out and keep looking at the notice board... hmm... haha... alright.... this whole week nt realli alot of thing happen... but i think now aday nth actualli please me... i dunno why... but one good thing is i hv tried to tok to him.... i dun wanna so scared of him... i think everyone can be friend bar... haha... yesterdae went to take scholarship... after tt i went to mac with linh and zhen... we tok a lot.. haha... then dunno who called me the first time when i didnt answer as i didnt heard it rang... den second time i answer and no one tok... also dunno who.... hmm..... ok.... haha... then i think i shall stop here le... nth much to sae... anyway sae alot le... hehee..... kkz.... bb

2005-01-03T18:27:00.000-08:00

well.... todae is the first dae of sch... so here to update some things abt tis... hmm... ok lor todae... quite fun... as time pass quite fast.... see him of course... quite a long time nv see him le... but i think everything was jus the same bar..... at first mr low and mr nath there toking.... quite long indeed... soon we went back to class.... at first gt ppl tell me tt our form teacher is ms vivian tan but surprisingly... our form teacher is mdm yuan and ms kang.... and one thing... johnathan has transfer to other sch... and now my class note went forward one... sad!!! i cant sit with georgina anymore... sitting with ian... haiz....... went back class teacher there tok tok tok.... then after tt went recess and for d nt lesson.... then when i come back i look inside and realize tt he was nt inside... i thought i saw wrong coz i dun realli dare to stare inside too long.... then i guess he went toilet bar... when i came back to class... after awhile then realli saw him walking pass.... haha..... my sense realli nt realli worx.... heheex..... after sch aso nt realli thing happen... zhen wanna go north point... actualli i aso wanna go... then we went together lor.... when i went out abt to alight the bus.... then i saw him alight the bus.... then i dun dare to take tt bus... zhen linh and xin aso saw.... and they wan me to take tt bus.... but i dun wan... haha... nvm... if hv a chance will try toking to him... since he dun dare to tok to me first.... heheez... jk...... haiz... but everytime mus hope tmr is better... so tt;s wad i am tinking right now... hehee...... ok lar.. then i shall stop here... bbz...................

2004-12-29T18:58:00.000-08:00

hmmm... now aday aso nt really alot of things happen.... todae went out with yew zhen... to mac to touch up e science.... too bad... dun wanna do hw mar... so hv to touch up now..... haha..... over there we aso didnt realli do... jus there tok tok .... haha....
christmas jus pass nt long.... my jie jie went to count down... er... nt a good thing huh... she lost her hand phone.... cause she put her things in may's bag and may's bag was being cut open when there is plenty of ppl here and there... when she come back cry until... haiz... see le aso heart pain... but my papa going to buy her new hand phone as we went to north point.... den me ley... dun wanna go christmas count down so count down at hm... with wei xin... haha..... we wai t at the com until 12 then we there counting down... so funny right?? now aday aso hv go out with her bar.... hmmm... nt sure.... heee..... yesterdae still on the phone with her until 12 mid nitexx then kanna scold le then put down the phone... pathetic.... hehee.... but nice... someone still there asking me what we toking abt... kpo boi... haha... ok... me going hospital le... anyway.... sorrie.... dun mean to bluff u... jus wanna play with u... haha... kkz... anyway linh coming back le.... so happi!!! haha.... ok.... bye bye!!

2004-12-24T17:36:00.000-08:00

hmm.... todae very guai again and again.... at hm... in the morning still revise the companion with weixin... damn it... dun even understand wad it saying.... haiz.... haha...
yesterdae me went out with 2 of my dears.... weixin and yew zhen.... long itme nv go out with them... so is damn fun lor... haha.... why damn here damn there.... hehex... sorrie ar.... we went to woodlands first.... we went to the library.... coz she helping her cousin find some china history.... then me and xin there acting lyk a fool... no lar... jkjk... me where gt so siao... but seriously, we walk around there and a gal gal keep looking at us... aso dunno wad she wan... haha... then we browse here browse there then found some sports book and we read abt softball... me aso found some catcher thinggie... then i print it out... and a short stop one for valentin... coz she always there asking me how... when i also dunno... haha... soon we went shopping lor... bought nth... as nth please me there... hehee... onlii the la pi xiao xin.... but dun ever ask me to buy.... 9 dollar for one... where i wan to hv the whole set... haha.... but it was so cute.... haiz.... ltr we wanna go tempanese... coz zhen sae there alot of things to buy... but but but.... too far... and was late... so we went to chong bang... there ar.... see cloth... play play lor... and we walk hm in the end... there's all abt nt story.... haha.... me siao le... dun care abt me... think think of something until i siao.... haha... maybe is nth something but someone... muahahhaa..... ok lar... jkjk.... ok .... hehee.. .stop here le.... wanna go pong pong... buai buaiz........

2004-12-22T22:21:00.000-08:00

harlow?!?!?! here again.... hmm.... todae.... a very nice dae... went out with all my old friends..... geena, meilin, germaine, pawan, jason, damien, houwen, darren and hong tat.... at first we were there tok tok... then ltr they sae wanna play block catching..... errrr.... after hearing ti si think u all will think we very childish bar??? hehee... but we tis gang of friens jus love to play tis game... but we gals decide very long until damien angry.... me tok to him he aso dun wanna care... then meilin ask me dun tok to him.... so ok lor.... then pawan wen dunno where, and germaine went hm.... so me, geena and meilin catch the guys.... hmm..... tis guys are always lyk tis..... they bullied gals.... haha..... but we nv blame them.... we run all along.... fun man.... haha..... ltr they be catcher.... we hide and run.... until the life there we heard hong tat's voice and was abt to run..... and dunno when pawan came back and he shouted..... as u know.... hong tat's run damn fast... how can we sure.... haiz.... haha.... but it was jus fun.... trap them.... haha.... after tt we eat ice cream and tok tok then went hm.... kekee.... fun dae.....
after tt i went to north point with my bro to buy some christmas present... for my three bestest bestest frien..... mieu linh, weixin and yew zhen!!!!
then yesterdae xin jus came back for batam.... we chat on the phone for very long... damn much things to sae.... she tok abt her trip there and we tok abt someone with a knife.... lolx.... dun understand bar?? hehee.... tmr maybe going with yew zhen and weixin to buy some sch reopen de thing..... so ma fan!!! hate sch reopen!?!?! hehee.... i aso dunno.....

2004-12-19T14:37:00.000-08:00

now aday.... very guai... always stay at hm... i think is coz sb end le... everytime aso after sb then go ou tplae plae... haha.... ok... lyk wad weixin saes... i am damn damn glad tt kelly appear in msn... damn long time didnt see her liao.... let weixin shoot it... she really went to other country... i ask her she sae now aday she nt very free.... haiz.... yesterdae she online then she sae todae she might be online again.... so here waiting for here.... also dunno she will appear mar.... haha...... sch going to reopen le... aso dunno is happy or sad... hope to see him... but now my heart aso dunno.... haiz... very blur... i think dun wanna think le lar... dun wanna bother abt it... ok i shall stop here... buaiz.....

2004-12-17T15:10:00.000-08:00

here tok tok again.... hmmm.... today very guai.... nv go out..... heheep..... then yesterdae ley.... gt match.... agianst yu yin.... guys somemore.... we loose lor... no need to sae.... haha.... but the guys won.... their sec 1 guys is so pro man... their pitching ball so fast.... i kanna strike out.... sob sob.... haha..... aso gt catch tt dae..... hmm.... still alright lar.... but coach and peilin they all sae being a catcher muz be stern.... but me and wan yee there keep laughing... especially when we saw the batter... also dunno why.. secret... haha.....
we went to long john silver after training..... all softball gang worx.... nt realli all lar... but mostly.... over there meet geena and her dance friens.... so coincidence.... haha..... we went to north point walk walk again with su ying tis time.... wow.... everyone thinks she rawkz..... haha..... she look fierce but she's nt.... ai yo i know her so long liao i should hv know earlier.... lolx..... anyway we really enjoy ourselves there.... su ying also teach us how to really play well in sb and her experience in it..... hope i can be a good catcher as her......
and now grace is aso being choosen by mr goh to be a catcher..... maybe she can do better than me.... and due to wan yee... she sae indeed grace can catch well.... maybe i should retire le..... haha... jkjk....
yesterdae aso a very sad dae.... with no reason.... i dunno why.... i cried..... jus the same... now i oso dunno who i lyk.... haha.... tis kind of things is always so complicated...... haha

2004-12-15T21:32:00.000-08:00

heehee..... todae is boi de match.... against blar blar blar..... i aso dunno.... kekee..... me, wan yee and chye ning at first meet at the bench there..... but wan yee sms me in e morning saying tt she will nt be meeting us.... when i am going then saw suying.... she was meeting my sis.... then in the end we went to sch together.... i meet chye ning after tt.... we dressed the same... so funny..... even kanna sae by the coach... lolx... match started soon.... but i didnt realli go watch larx.... quite sianz actualli.... we whole gang went to the corner and did throwing and blar blar blar..... i even try pitchin..... although nt planning to be pitcher.... muahaha.... then i get a few strikes.... so happi sia.... haha.... jkjk...... i oso catch for valentin.... dunno is it coz i wear slipper then a while onli my leg was aching.....
after sb... we went mac.... there tok tok gossip gossip... hehee.... we laugh til siao... thanks to valentin.... haha.... marcus and karwee they all were there.... then after tt they ask us to go karwee's hs.... and we went.... but on the way there keep following them lyk siao.... ltr i dun wanna follow le... and marcus call.... haha.... over there we play alot.... i played with kar wee's brothers...... they so kute.... but violent.... especially the youngest one.... wow.... he gave me a punch on the face coz i snatching the toy with him... haha..... me oso very bad larx.... lolx..... ok lor.... stop here le.... buai buai......

2004-12-14T21:18:00.000-08:00

here update my bloggie again... three daesss nv update le.... aso nt very long lar.... haha.... anyway todae me went down to plae with wan yee and chye ning.... play badminton.... but the wind was so strong tt we didnt plae.... i oso think we wont play de.... gals..... hehee..... she brought her bro along... me there quarrelling with him.... but is plae plae de.... coz he there snatching things with me.... nt fair... but i still let him lar.... me elder mar.... should let younger.... hahax..... jkjk......
there was a match against nan hua yesterdae.... nice worx!!!! we won!!!! 18 to 8.... haha.... and i am the most happi with tis match.... coz i gt bat and i catch.... first time be catcher.... cannot ta han.... almost all balls aso cannot catch... i think peilin there also nt very shuang liao.... but slowly then start okay liao.... catch almost all balls..... also mus thanks wan yee lar.... her pitching was damn pro..... so envious..... "no one can over take her" haha.... i think when she read tis she will understand wad i mean... me and her code..... jkjk..... then ltr i bat... aso nt bad lar... happi le.....
sch going to reopen..... aso dun know happi or nt happi.... heheex..... i wanna do sth to my skirt but my mama dun let.... haiz... dun care.... hehez..... haiz... i oso now should be happi or nt lor.... ai yaya..... hehex..... anyway..... ai ya better dun sae..... pai seh.... hehee..... jk lar.... ok lar.... stop here liao..... bb!!!

2004-12-11T20:35:00.000-08:00

hmmm.... todae ar.... quite a boring dae..... stay at hm the whole dae.... nv go out.... pathetic.... but hv a nice chat with him.... hehee..... at least gt sth happi happen..... my jie jie luck todae is sleep at my mama de room.... coz she slpt the whole dae.... if she slp in tis room i dunno wad time i can plae e com..... now my mama and papa nt at hm..... long time they nt at hm le.... dun hv mama todae seems so weird..... haha..... they went wedding dinner..... aso dunno wad time will come hm.....
nth realli to update todae...... so sian!!!!!!!!!!!! bb

2004-12-10T22:32:00.000-08:00

wad am i doing when i am crying for nth right now??? i aso dunno..... onli can stay alone here crying.... writting tis blog...... why am i doing all tis things to make myself suffer??? i oso dunno..... but he dun seems to care.... why??? maybe i should realli give up.... i oso dunno how to sae..... haiz.... forget it........ there will be someone better than him i think...... i oso dunno..... anyway i think there's always a "her" inside him......

2004-12-10T19:43:00.000-08:00

terribly cool dae todae.... haha...... firstly is we are having match with peicai sec.... both guys and gals..... we gals loose.... hehee.... but the guys won.... at least hv some face.... lolx.... but is a very nice game.... me of course nv watch there so long larx..... went to do pitching and catching with wan yee..... then grace and shilka wanna try pitching.... so envious them..... me hv to stay there being a catcher.... as wad mr goh sae.... me e catcher.... but why gt soooo many pitchers but me e onli catcher!! nt fair!!!! maybe catcher is hard to be bar.... lolx..... but he sae i can pull someone in..... heheeeeeee..... finally sia.... haha.... ok lar..... stop!
heehee... after training, we whole gang went out.... but short of valentin and daphne.... so sad.... but we also enjoy ourselve.... we went to burger king to hv our lunch.... me, wan yee, cass and xin tok alot.... haha.... nice chat.... ltr we went to time zone.... saw shirley, jun mei, jassmine, karwee, marcuss and jun xiang..... so funny..... lian wei there challenging with a guy car racing.... but still loose lar.... nv mind de.... there are always plenty of supportes!!!! haha.... but tis is nt cool enough.... soon xin, grace and shilka went hm..... then me and cass aso dunno siao wad.... there slapping each other on the back.... laugh laugh laugh none stop until the sushi shop aunty aso laugh with us..... haha..... then there gt another aunty who was sooooooo rude..... fine.... dun wanna tok abt her..... then we saw a guy.... who was very shuai.... until cass..... haha...... pu gou qu.... no lar.... jkjk.... but is jus so funny until i cant stop laughing.....
at the end we still went hm but going hm tt time.... someone sms me.... spoiled my mood.... as he ask sth tt he shouldnt ask..... nvm.... i wouldnt blame him.... no alr..... jk..... ok i shall stop here...... not in a very good mood..... buaiz...........

2004-12-09T22:26:00.000-08:00

hehee..... here i am again.... no time ley.... cannot update too much.... coz my di coming back liao.... then he so nagging... aLwayS say he wannA plAe..... todAe my very guaI.... stAy aT hm thE whOle day to look after mY didi.... hE aLwayS dRag me into water de.... coz me cannot go out.... bUt nvm lar.... my didi maR..... lolx.....
well yesTerdAy..... waD a damn nice dae.... coz me and xIn thinking of going to chinese hign by ourselve.... then me meet xin first.... we were there thinkIng wIll we geT l0St...... or late..... soon xin told me tt 852 come lE.... coZ is a lengTh of buS comE togEthEr.....i rAn to tHe back but xin sAe is the iNfront one..... so i didnt see and get up the bus..... we askEd the buS dRiver can this bus get to cHinesE high..... but hE sAe nO.... weird.... bUt wE jUs get on..... until ang mo kio there i was looking back.... then saw 852 behInd...... aT thE samE time.... i saw the bus we taking is 851 instead of 852..... nO wondEr caNnot rEach..... we rash down the buS quickly and took 852.... finally and sAfEly.... e uncle sAe can reaCh chIneSe high.... is a lOng jOurNey..... whEn we gEt doWN the buS i sTill vomIt..... h3h33..... bu hao yi shi..... lolx.....
We saw tt they have nt come.... and oUr tuMMy is ongong gRowLing...... theN went to spc to buy some food..... but there's nth inside.... so we bought drinkS..... wE aLso wENt to hV a wAlk.... aNd afTer a whIle, we saw them reach le then we went in.... bUt kanna sae by grace.... "oops grace i am sooooo sorrie...... h33hee....." aNd sHe duN blame be of course..... lolx......
we lost the match.... but dun know why the guys dun s33ms to mind..... sTill thEre laUghinG.... raRe.... jkjk...... haha..... peilin oso gt trAIn me.... and me anD xIn aCcidentLy cOz onE yellow ball to drop into the drain..... oops..... sorrie..... heehee...... then the rest of the dae still alright lor.... kkz.... i shall stop here..... buaiz.............. miss u forEver...... muakc........ buaizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2004-12-07T16:07:00.000-08:00

here again to update another time..... coz dunno why i update cannot worx..... nvm.... hehee..... do u all believe in god telling u sth??? i think someone read my blog will understand wad i mean..... but i believe u.... dun worry..... haha.... em.... todae.... went out with shan jie, grace and xin.... coz xin and grace wanna go buy their boots.... so actually me and shan jie is jus go there to accompany them.... see we so good worx??? haha...... jkjk.... we went alot of places..... first we went to city hall..... to take their boots..... then very soon we dunno where to go liao... sg so small.... everywhere also go b4..... haha...... we saw explanade then..... we decide to go there.... the three of them nv go there b4.... onli me... muahaha..... ok lar.... stop those rubbish..... we first went to 7 eleven buy buy le than walk there..... we saw a underpass so we walk there.... three guys were walking in front of us..... the pass is so dark.... and almost all the doors is lock.... soon the three guys walk away..... i think they are scared bar..... haha..... so timid sia!!!! kekee..... we saw a aunty there.... she is from astrailia..... but me still suspect is she a human.... sorrie lar..... too sensetive liao.... kekee...... although the journey is scary but me and shan jie found tt it is so fun.... hehee..... we then walk walk at the explanade..... still learn a bear bear lesson..... lyk it so much..... but too bad.... no $$..... hehee..... we went to bishan next.... to take neo print..... so fun..... all those neo print we took is soooo nice sia..... haha..... we went hm ltr lor..... while walking hm me hv a great chat with grace..... love it..... haha..... ok lar..... i shall stop here le..... buai buai............

2004-12-06T21:49:00.000-08:00

hiphiphuray!!!!! yeah!!!! we won the match against nan yang gals todae.... wow.... dun know why damn happi.... maybe tis time i am involve bar..... but not a very nice one.... coz i didnt bat the ball.... but is get 4 balls then hv free base to go to first base de.... sob sob.... but nvm lar.... atleast i helped them to score one.... betta than noth.... hehee..... there will be a match again tis fri.... against peicai.... tis time different le..... gt guys and gals..... hehee...... wondering who will win tis time..... muahaha..... alright lar... dun sae liao....
then todae after softball, me and xin and zhen went to sun plazza..... went to plae arcade.... ddr.... and play e dunno wad hand thing thing..... soon we went to plae e mrt..... as my leg realli realli aching..... cant even stand up straight..... lyk very serious hor?? but is true ok..... we went to chua chu kang ltr..... hehee..... dunno there actualli gt quite a number of things to shop..... me and zhen bought a disc..... nice nice worx............... realli enjoy myself todae!!!! but damn tired..... ltr need to massage massage liao..... hehee....... kkz.... buai buai..... mmmmmmuuuaaaaaaaaccccckkkkkkk!!!!!!

2004-12-05T14:42:00.000-08:00

well well.... here to update my dear bloggie again.... there asking and asking... haha.... now dun feel lyk writting title le.... coz my jie jie sae gt title nt very ncie.... hehee then dun put lor..... hehee..... well..... nt feeling very good todae..... why ley.... i also dunno ley..... haha.... dun seems to be feeling good tis feel daes..... actually really thinking where is my heart lor.... seems to be lost..... haiz.... sometimes i think he is very caring.... but again another one also.... ai ya.... i also dunno..... dun wanna think liao.....
yesterday damn angry..... dun know why suddenly my acc being hack..... wad another ppl sign in my acc using another com..... wonder who is the one tt hack in.... going to wack him.... haha.... joking..... then now change my acc in shimin_think91@hotmail.com if i haven add u all then pls add me.... sorrie for tis interruption.... heehee..... now damn boring sia...... nothing to do..... thinking tt sch going to reopen le.... also dunno is wan sch reopen or don one... haven done my hw ley......
tmr having a match with nan yang gals.... i think we gt vs them b4 bar.... also dun remember liao..... but tis time hoping tt we can win.... dun lyk last time.... hehee.... but so sad yuu nt here.... and valentin not coming.... ai ya.... our good playerssssssssssssssssssssss....... ok i shall stop here le.... buai buai!!!!

2004-12-04T19:03:00.000-08:00

wad a boring dae todae.... planning of doing some hw... but in the end now mood.... then throw away all my hw..... no lar kidding..... keep lying on my bed then flip here flip there dunno wad to do.... den in the end seems to be online the whole dae...... chatting..... todae also feeling quite down..... dunno why.... hoping sch can faster reopen.... haiz..... then due to my previous blog alot of ppl came forward to ask me..... hehee..... sorrie.... now is ptd ltd....... cannot sae.... but if possible i will tel u all one by one.... haha.... nth to tok man.... bb

2004-12-03T18:47:00.000-08:00

alright.... here i am again.... also dunno why.... feeling quite down right now.... i think i might be falling for another guy.... me myself aso nt very sure.... but of course i hope nt.... hehee....
ok come back to today.... hmmm...... todae the guys hv their softball match.... against acs... wao lao their sch damn big.... then xin tell me tt there are hostel..... i wonder if my sch hv hostel will i stay and how it would be lyk... lolx.... then when playing against acs they were leading first.... wao lao their coach damn fierce man.... scold them wad stupid... shut up... dumb.... i also kan bu xia qu.... haha.... i hate it when team player are working hard then the coach there scolding none stop..... still is mr yeo betta.... more encouraging.... haha..... then me when to throw with del..... when catching.... i injuried myself.... hand now so painful.... but i tink i love catching..... haha.... after the match me weixin, shilka and grace and sharlini went to the coffee shop to hv our lunch....
now my hand still so pain.... haiz... but my heart more pain......................

2004-12-02T18:53:00.000-08:00

todae..... me very guai again.... stay at hm.... but luckily hv my dear dear accompany me.... haha.... nt tt "dear" is my bestest frien zhen.... she came to my house then we did homework together..... then she so funni.... when we playing game then she so excited until her handphone aso dunno drop how many times..... lolx... then now aday i quite happi with somethings and aso sad with sth.... sad is dunno how many times bigger than the happi one... but i am nt going to sae anything out.... the reason is friends forever.... since we dun understand each other i think no use arguing...... ok.... hmm.... tmr is boi de friendly game.... hehee.... so excited lor.... i also dunno wad i excited abt.... i also nt playing..... haha.... but lyk watching them plae.... hehee.... today nth to write..... as i am really damn sad.... kkz.... bb

2004-12-01T16:36:00.000-08:00

nV gIvE uP!!!
todae gt a sofbtall match.... against cgs.... we loose..... 13 is to 9... nt very big distance mar..... they are so pro... haha... heard from coach tt their c division gt champion.... wow... but lucky we next yr will nt meet them.... lolx.... but there's always a champion.... me today nt invovle with the game.... i think is becoz we loose liao then if me go in then more worst bar?? haha.... bt coach gt ask me to bat.... but huai xin out then no need lor... but tell u all one thing.... me hor will nv give up de... no matter how many times we loose.... lolx.... i very determine bar??? hehee....
yesterdae went to jerren's hs with weixin and yew zhen..... coz zhen need to do some of her mv thing.... at first went there still gt weixiong and dennis they all but they seems to be so afraid of us.... haha... also dunno why... then we went to buy maggie mee and cook for them to eat.... hope u all didnt go toilet after tt.... haha.... todae me very good mood... nt going to sae why... but is something to do with him.... hehee... at long as he happy then i happy le.... but also dunno how to sae lar... ai yo.... lolz.......... kkz... i shall stop here le.... but last thing i am very sad!!! kelly has nt online for a very long long time... also dunno wad happen... wonder is it her dad smask the com... hehee.... kidding...... buaiz......

2004-11-29T21:00:00.000-08:00

f33l sO sOuR iN mY heArT
jus heard sth from my frien.... then dunno why i feel so sour in my heart..... feel lyk dying.... lolx..... yesterdae me very guai..... stay hm the whole dae.... there fighting with my dad and brother..... htey 2 vs 1..... nt fair.... haha..... nt serious fight.... is play play de fight.... lolx.... then today..... hv softball training.... hmmm.... quite fun lar todae.... also hv some kind of quarrel with those p6 guys.... they are jus so rude.... make until wan yee so angry..... but at last we still ok with them lar.... lolz.... then gt game..... some of them were so pathetic.... kanna scolded..... including the "shuai ge" so sad..... lolx..... then me and yee there pitching and catching.... hehee.... still nt bad lar.... actualli plan of going to jerren hs with yew zhen... but change to tmr.... then went mc with yee, sharlini and ning.... soon.... saw marcus, kw and jun xiang..... they ask us to go woodlands..... but tok abt tis then i angry.... they all lor..... lyk playing hide and seek with us.... then fine lor..... we tell them we going home when we are going down to the basement.... i wonder why they will believe it..... we thought they wouldnt believe then we there waiting for them..... but after sms marcus then know they on the mrt le.... haiz..... anyway i really enjoy my dae there.... when i kanna quite a number of scolding for playing...... lolx.... buaiz.....

2004-11-28T12:07:00.000-08:00

sOmEtImEs thInGs mIgHt CoMe OuT tHe wAe I tHiNk bUt i HopE iT woUlDnt rIgHt NoW..... If nOt i tHinK i mIgHt ReALli CoLLaSp.....

2004-11-27T23:43:00.000-08:00

**sob sob**
hihi.... here again to update my blog.... mi update alomost everyday worx.... haha.... sometimes really very boring lor.... today me meeting yew zhen and jamie..... we deciding to go sun plazza as me and yew zhen long time didnt go plae ddr le..... hehee..... then after tt we went to woodlands.... mi wanna take neo print but they dun wan..... so nvm lor..... we also buy alot of thinggie..... chicken wings.... haha.... realli enjoy my dae.... but so sad me hv to leave early as i need to go my ar ma house..... ok lor go there then wait until 10 sth then i went hm.... nth much lar today..... but i put the **sob sob** shoul dknow i very sad le bar?? me suddenly think back alot of thing then i think i really realize who he lyk liao.... but i hope tt it will nt be true.... as the gerl is..... i dun wanna sae.... i scared latr wrong again then he sae i very sensetive.... but i think is true lor..... i also dunno how to sae..... haiz.... but i wanna ask him..... but also dunno how to start.... ltr he think i kepo.... ai ya i also dunno lar.... anyway after i ask him maybe me will nt really lyk him le...... muahahaa..... i also dun know how to sae lar.... and i htink i am here toking rot.... when he online i think i realli going to ask..... hope he and she wont mind me being too sensetive..... thanks.... buaiz............

2004-11-26T22:31:00.000-08:00

sCaRy.....
haha.... wad is it scary abt?? coz me went to watch horror movie the shutter with my gang of friends..... actually marcus they all also wanna go de..... but in the end they didnt come..... muahaha.... then forget it lor...... today hv softball training..... but it start quite late.... coz rainin and the dun know who is cutting the grass..... when i reach sch again saw him le... haiz.... also dunno is happy or sad..... when i reach sch is happy..... but after yesterday night think of him will be sad..... i also dunno how to tell u all lar.... haiz.... ltr they did the fielding then me and wan yee went inside to do pitching and catching..... suddenly we saw xin hurt her lips... i also dunno how she hurt.... she sae is becoz she cant catch the ball.... and she went into the toilet to cry..... haiz.... when saw her cry i also feel lyk crying.... haha.... then ltr continue pitching and catching..... but accidents always happen..... i cant catch the ball and the ball kanna my leg...... the bone there..... so pain..... haha..... then after tt we went to golden village... xin call me to call her but also dunno why she nv answer..... haiz..... during the movie it was so funni..... coz grace and shilka watch b4.... then they tell me which part is scary..... haha..... wan yee sit beside me then she hold my hand and chye ning's..... seems lyk she nt scared lor.... haha.... but in the end the 5 of us all shout during the scary part.... haha.... then the show end le..... at the stair... coz grace trip over sth then almost fall down and she shout.... then i thought wad happen i also shout..... coz there very quiet.. really very scary...... then all of us shout except for wanyee.... she was so steady standing down there.... haha... ltr we take bus..... dun know the bus is it first time..... go wrong path sia..... scare me lor..... tt time onli me alone on the bus.... wow lao..... haha lolx.... anyway i really enjoy the day with them.......

2004-11-25T18:47:00.000-08:00

dO i LyK hIm???
today didnt go out..... very guai hor???? then at first in the room.... listening to music..... write a so call letter in my hp..... over there we thought of alot of thing..... i mean alot of things abt him...... do i lyk him??? i dun know...... i think so.... actualli i think i really lk him alot..... but i dun know wad i can do.....i didnt plan to do anyting..... jus wanna be frien and tok tok with him..... but it semms to be so difficult....... y??? when i saw him sitting down there..... thinking if tok to him also wont die one right???? friend mar...... but things is nt as easy as i think...... it was so difficult.... when i saw him i didnt even dare to see him once more as i dun wan him to think i looking at him..... then walk pass him i will look down.... actualli he also did that i think.....i also dunno..... but is it lyk a person is so hard???? i think le..... some ppl might see my nick.... i dun even lyk him..... i think i going to tell him tis.... actualli it will be quite easy to forget him ba i think..... haha.... anywya nt going to see him for so long..... lolx..... actualli..... i aso dun know....... haha............ today i aso know sth..... which make me very sad...... but i cant sae out..... if nt i will fail my streaming next yr.... wow..... sure a stong vow huh??? haha...... kkz.... i shall stop here..... tmr i think me going to watch movie..... the shutter..... i also dunno..... muahahaa...... kkz.... buaiz......

2004-11-24T22:31:00.000-08:00

went out with all my softball dears again..... but today gt softball training..... so we went out after that..... ok let me start from yesterday first..... yesterday mi and xin went to her house there to throw softball..... coz me trying on far distance and she wanna try on her throwing and catching..... we also chat alot..... lyk how we going to earn money..... so funni..... lolx..... but all still vanish in a while..... we also chat alot...... alot of ppl is being invovle..... including him..... muahaha......
ok today.... hv softball training..... then nt bad lar today..... quite fun...... then when i reach sch then saw him liao...... wonder why he so early....... then realize that he gt camp....... he was there for quite long..... kkz..... me bat the ball from e batting mechine..... he was nt there..... lucky..... then ltr thought he going hm liao..... then went out the foeld to pitch and bat with wan yee...... but soon saw him there...... the wan yee hor..... onli know how to tease me..... she herself also lyk that...... haha...... we also did fielding...... thought he wen hm le!!! but he didnt..... he was sitting down there watching..... seems to be watching grace..... maybe he lyk grace...... haha..... then me fall when catching the fly ball!!!! my gosh..... it is soooooo embarrassing...... u know..... haha...... thanks to that coach..... going to kan diao ta...... haha....... then soon..... softball end le...... but he was still sitting down there...... feel lyk toking to him...... but dun knoe sae wad..... xin sae sae halow..... but lyk siao lor..... suddenly sae a harlow....... so didnt at last...... i sitting down there..... then in the end,,,,, i walk off...... haiz...... so sad..... **sob sob**
then we went to j8 ltr on...... we took neo print...... then me and yee itchy hand..... go spent money on the dunno wad finger mechine...... then the idiotic ppl..... oso dun know who go change sth..... then in the end our money wasted...... me and yee were so angry...... haha...... the whole gang of us also took alo tof photo in my hp.... coz my hp de photo can be put into the com..... then we ask ppl to take for us..... i also met a siao uncle.....haha..... onli they know wad i mean..... haha...... ok i shall stop her le..... buaiz......

2004-11-22T20:47:00.000-08:00

PrO dAy wItH my DeArsss
heehee..... see my nick thinking i went out with my dear ar??? no lar..... is my softball dears..... lyk i sae in the previous blog..... we went out together...... heehee who is my dear??? wei xin lor..... wan yee, nadirah, valentin, shalini, grace, cai ning, shulka...... but grace leave very early... coz she have the chalet thinggie on..... so sad..... and that daphne..... didnt appear when we were waiting for her...... haha..... we went to city hall first.... cause they wanna buy their glove and boots..... we tok alot there...... lolx..... then soon after that grace need to go home le..... we send her to the mrt station.... hmmm actually we also leaving..... we discussing where should we go.... orchard, woodlands or bishan??? but at last we went to north point.... cause valentin wan to play arcade..... then we went there...... but b4 we go arcade, me, yee, dirah and cai ning went to power 9 to have our ear pierced...... hehee..... at first onli the three of us wan to onli but cai ning last minutes sae she want..... we all is pierce another hole worx...... nt those begining..... but dun know why this time is much more painful then last time one..... cause last time they put medicine for me first then pierce but this time they pierce first..... so much more painful........ haha...... after i pierce i feel so uncomfortable..... like last time..... but after a while better le...... soon after we wen to the arcade.... me, xin, yee, dirah, shilka went to cause way..... valentin and shalini didnt go cause they actually dun lyk shopping...... when we went there the first thing we do is to take neoprint..... when we went in there so funny..... divide the money...... whoever can give more then give..... then we take twice..... all so fun..... haha........ we went shopping ltr..... bought quite a number of things..... socks..... friendship band...... haha...... but xin didnt buy any of them...... so sad...... me ask u wan the friendship band mar but she sae dun want..... if not i would hv bought it for here..... anyway onli one dollar...... ai yo...... so regret nv buy first then give her...... why mus ask.... ai yo..... haha...... can see that she also feel very sad for the rest of time...... but i think soon she is alright...... me actually dun wanna buy the socks to accompany her..... but she keep calling me to buy..... then i dun buy, wan yee they all cannot make into 4 pairs..... haiz....... so sad...... but over all me really really damn enjoy myself today......... love all my softball guys!!!!!! muack!!!!!!!!

2004-11-21T20:26:00.000-08:00

h33h33
ai yo..... y mi heehee until lyk tis..... cause tmr me and my whole softball gang going out...... they are all my dears ok...... lolx.... we going to buy glove and boots...... blah blah..... actually me and wan yee wanna buy batting glove, but peilin sae she book for us already...... so i think no need liao...... but we still going to accompany them..... yee sae wanna take neoprint...... but dun know have anot ley..... i wan ley...... hehee...... i wanna take a lot of neoprint...... hehee...... then today aso didnt spend anytime outside....... onli go buy sth then come back liao...... so actually also nt realli alot of things to sae today........
me now thinking whether i still lyk him mar..... actually i think no...... i also dunno why..... me ask alot of friends for some opinion..... dun worry lar..... nt that kind ask them whether i should lyk him mar..... aniwae they also dunno who i lyk.... dun feel lyk telling anyone as u see...... on my nick i already sae i forget him so i think i do...... but when i see him agian when sch reopen then i cannot sae liao...... but one thing i mus sae is i think he is really a coward..... dun even dare to face the gerl that lyk him..... me also nt so scared he so scared for wad....... hate him.....

dun wanna sae anything now................. buaiz.....................

2004-11-20T19:17:00.000-08:00

heHee..... sorrie xIn
why me sae sorrie to xin??? coz me today pang sei her...... at first planning to go throw softball during the evening...... bt me suddenly cannot..... so sorrie..... call her she sae she dun mind..... wow...... very nice worx...... haha...... today aso stay hm the whole day...... now a day very guai..... lolx..... cause me now waiting for monday to come...... whole softball gang going out together...... but soem have to go back early...... so sad..... anyway can spend time together already very good le...... hehee...... then me today online quite sometimes...... linh was online a few times....... chat with her quite long...... u see she jus leave for 1 week...... but it seems to be so long lor...... haha..... then today my sis also came back liao...... i thought she coming back onli tmr...... but today bang!!! come back so early...... haha...... nth much to sae today lor...... anyway..... today i think for the whole day...... suddenly think that i dun lyk him liao...... haha...... i think he will be happy bar...... haha...... own thinking...... lolx..... buaiz.......

2004-11-19T20:52:00.000-08:00

i aM sO cOnFuSe...... i dUn kNoW wAd tO dO..... i S33ms tO bE loSt....... WhY??? tHe rEaSoN Was bEcOz oF u.........

2004-11-19T19:59:00.000-08:00

a dAy of GuAi gUaI nu.....
hehee...... see my nick mar??? cause today i very guai...... stay at hm the whole day..... even did some hw worx...... hehee...... very rare to see tis bar?? heheee..... actually mi aso nt so guai de lar...... at first wanna call xin to accompany me go walk walk or we can go train softball at the playground there...... but so sad when call her then she sae that shan jie at her house...... means she not going out today....... then nvm lor..... at the afternoon then me tis stomach wanna eat sth...... ma then ask us whether wanna go eat mc...... hehee...... long time didnt eat liao...... when reach there i went to buy bubble tea...... but see some ppl dere...... spoil my mood...... they are those 2c1 ppl...... hmmm..... dun realli lyk them....... wait for damn long...... then ltr went to mc..... while eating i saw a dead bird lay dead between the road..... then beside there were another bird..... it keep walking around it...... i wonder were they a pair?? but it was so sad..... if they were a pair then they were being separated..... why loving couples hv to be seperated???? haiz..... this kind of things is really very sad...... when there are some other birds came i think is to eat the dead bird..... the waiting bird came and chase away those small birds...... isnt it romantic??? haiz...... if reality is also so good then will be nice..... haha..... kkz..... i shall stop here..... btw me going to poke another hole in my ear...... but dun know when..... ask my ma to accompany me go she sae she dun dare to see de...... so i think i either ask xin or zhen to accompany me....... buaiz.........

2004-11-18T22:16:00.000-08:00

A gReAt dAy
quite a nice day today..... me met my old friends..... but wad is sad is that geena, leiwin and vanessa is not here..... and some other guys too..... onli left me, yong zhen, germaine and meilin..... but dun worry, we four also enjoy our day very much right?? at first we were rocking around at the play ground thinking that will there be any guys coming today..... then after a while, chung kit came.... but all the guys didnt as they were busy..... so he went hm..... so sad right??? soon we went to eat maggie mee...... wow..... hot until our lips....... one packet of drink also nt enough...... lolx..... we chat alot of things over there.... mostly is four of us chat..... but me and yong zhen also chat some kind of own tings..... cause germaine they all also dun understand...... ltr on we went to spc to buy some tibits..... and wait again at the table outside spc.... cause lin waiting for someone but she is too pai seh to sae it out le..... onli there smile smile...... then saw some nbps ppl..... ask them to tuck in their shirt but they treat us toking rubbish..... my gosh..... haha..... dun care abt them lar..... anyway.... really enjoy my day with all these friends..... jus like going back..... the thing is bad is onli nt all the gang of ppl came.... especially vanessa..... always cannot come..... anyway i miss everyone of them....... buaiz......

2004-11-17T22:02:00.000-08:00

Haiz.......
todae gt softball training..... but nt feeling very happy in softball training today..... at first still alright lar...... do pitching and catching with wan yee..... lyk her more and more liao...... also dunnoe why..... i feel so happy with her..... i remember we still there sabo each other...... she hor..... sabo me and sae i bully her to mr goh...... haha..... we also like quarrel quarrel...... but is play play de..... she sae she going to anyhow pitch then i anyhow catch lor..... she is jus so funny..... lolx..... but ltr we went to play the diamond..... then me gt to catch...... at first is catch for wan yee...... catch for wan yee still alright cause her ball is always so nice..... then ltr peilin and del need to bat..... so coach ask yuu to pitch..... and i thought faridah is going to catch for her..... but coach ask me to catch..... really dun feel like catching..... cause my hand is already swollen...... but no choice..... bt after that more worst..... the ball kanna my stomach...... hey.... is yuu's ball...... i pain till siao..... but i still bare it..... then ltr the ball kanna my chin...... i bare it again..... soon i really cant ta han anymore...... but she still scold me and say that i cannot be so tired after this short catching..... is not i tired lor...... is i can bare it liao...... but she dun seems to understand...... then forget it....... also duno why when i kanna hurt i thought of him..... then think of his nick..... also dunno is it refering to me...... if yes i am really damn disappointed...... i cry inside the mask...... i really hope that the nick is not refering to me and i hope i can dun go think abt him...... but i dun think i can...... anyway i wanna thanks lian wei for comforting me that day when i am very sad..... dunno u so good and devoted...... haha...... kidding...... heheee...... we after the trainig we deciding when to go out together..... then we going out on monday..... hehheee...... looking very forward to it...... duno why..... nv go out with them b4 lor..... wan yee still sae we going to take neo print..... wow the best sia...... haha...... love u allmthe best! softball rox!!!!

2004-11-17T20:04:00.000-08:00

Ur sHaDoW aNd OuR MeMoRieS s33m tO bE paSSiNg mY mInD LiKe a vIdeO wItHouT sONg.........

2004-11-16T21:43:00.000-08:00

eMbArrAseMeNt As I fAll
nth really happen today.... went out with xin..... when we reach there then went dun knoe where shop shop first..... then ltr on we decide to go library first then ltr then go shop..... when reach there outside the library we saw ren wo ao you the show..... then stay there watch watch for awhile..... after we go library..... we went out and saw that it was raining so we watch the show again..... but ltr we think that is better nt to stay here too long then we decide to run under the rain..... i warn xin that my shoes is very very slippery...... and she sae hers also..... so if wanna fall then fall together...... woww..... like this think she very you yi qi right??? but ltr..... hahahahaha..... when we walking pass there i really fall...... but u know wad she doing there???? instead of falling with me like she sae or quickly hold e up, she stood down there laughing..... behind dun know how many ppl looking at me lor...... wonder wad a good friend she is......
we went to take new print after that..... we took with our wetty wetty hair..... at first quite nice lar..... still very happy...... but ltr when we are suppose to decrate our pics then i nt veyr happy liao..... xin don know how to do then make our face with all the design then hv to delete everything then that one dun really hv any design..... another one is dun know how she go put a T on my face...... she still there sae nvm nvm...... wow lao..... haiz..... after that then bad mood the whole day liao...... after that she came to my hs..... we make something..... heheee.... cannot sae.... then nt very angry liao....... me nt so petty anyway...... haha...... today is the last show of ren wo ao you..... mus wacha ley...... haha..... kkz..... stop here le/// buaiz/////

2004-11-14T23:58:00.000-08:00

wEnT to MalAySiA.... xI xIanG's mAn yUe
went to malaysia today..... wake up very earli worx..... abt 5 sth..... ai yo..... cause my papa scared will hv taffic jam lor..... b4 i leave, i sms linh..... veyr early i know..... cause today she leaving but i cannot go send her..... so give her good luck wish.... cant imagine she send back.... i think my message wake her up.... haha..... but when we reach the custom..... nt even a car was there..... how to traffic jam..... ai yo..... we reach the uncle's house but is too early so we decide go eat.... but half way..... then uncle call then we went baclk again..... and when we reach there ke feng is already awake..... he really look like la pi xiao xin worx..... haha..... then we went to eat together...... at first ke feng still still tight to his dad..... but soon we give him drinks then he close to us liao..... very cute wor him...... but he did sth very yucky....... he shit on his pants..... haha.... at first i still dunno..... but saw him keep touching his butt..... then he pull his short and i saw some muddy like substnace then i thought is mud...... but is actually his..... **yuck**hehe
then at abt 9 xi xiang's granddad came and cut his hiar..... hmmm his hairs is being cut into four portion...... one on top another one on the right, left and behind...... is somehow cute..... haha.... me very bad.... still go take his photo down.... nvm de lar hor..... haha..... me also gt carried him..... thinking that if he was my son then good..... haha..... i know me gt a bit siao siao..... haha..... anywya.... i really love him....... he is so cute.... me also gt chat wiht the aunty thaat look after him i think she quite nice lor..... haha.....
i met some ppl there..... soem little boys..... wow lao damn naughty lor..... imagine if he is my brother..... going to smack off his head..... lolx..... compare hor.... i think my brother is much more better..... at least he still listen to me...... then reach hm very late...... feel so much like sleeping..... haha..... anyway miss that baby..... dun know when can see him again..... i bet when i see him again he already grown quite big liao..... haha..... ok i shall stop here...... **good nitez **

2004-11-13T23:20:00.000-08:00

ntH Much...........
nothing much today.... but feeling very sad as linh will be leaving tmr.... dun bare to see her leave lor...... mid year also like this..... but dun know why mid year when she leave nt so miss her ley but now miss her till siao.... wishing to tell some ppl and hope that he could comfort me but end up getting embarrasement..... i really hate him....... me today also went to my ar ma house..... at first i dun think i am going as i really wanna spent the last day with linh b4 she leave..... but she sae she gonna pack up some things..... so we did not meet and i went to my ar ma house...... the whole there there was liek..... hmmm quite alright lor..... i almost slp for the whole day..... so do my sis and bro..... i think we very tired bar..... btu me still gt sms with linh..... chat chat with her better mar..... so sad coz tmr going malaysia then cannot send her to the air port..... anyway good luck for everything u going to do!! at night..... me go eat eat..... at the coffee shop there..... hmmm the food there still alright lar..... better than last time de..... then my papa call..... saying that he won 4D..... then first price somemore..... hehe..... i think tis month should be no prob on money liao..... haha..... kididng.....
at night when i am in the car something happen which make me damn sad..... don knoe why me in the car suddenly think of linh.... start crying..... of course nv let my sis see lar..... then very sad.... hope that he could comfort me lor..... then wad happen is wad i said above...... sad sad sad....... buaiz..........

2004-11-13T11:24:00.000-08:00

++ fRom tHe bOttOm Of mY brOkeN HeArt.... ThErE JuS a ThInG i WaNt U tO kNoe ++
sOmEtImEs I FeLt tHaT i ReaLLi Gt SOmEtHiNg In My HeArT wANtINg To tEll u..... BuT eVeRyTIme I dId Nt As I reALli DuN KnOe hOw To StArT.............

2004-11-13T11:08:00.000-08:00

iSnT iT sTupId fOr tHinKiNg Of U ThE wHolE nIghT wHeN I hV B33N WisHiNg tO fOrGeT u???

2004-11-12T19:59:00.000-08:00

LaSt FuN dAy WitH LiNh b4 sHe LeAvE
today i spent the last enjoyable day with linh..... if u all read the previous blog..... u all should knoe linh leaving..... haiz..... sad..... today have softball training..... at first thought xin not coming but also dunno why she came and we went for training together..... wan yee hor.... tell me she will reach at 950 but she came dunno at wad time hor??? haha...... today nt very happi at softball training.... also don know why..... gt the friendly game that i wan..... but don know why nt really happy..... saw him again in sch.... but is when i am leaving as me and xin leave softball early today...... then saw him..... even walk directly next to him..... but still..... haiz..... damn sad.... but i don think i should be unhappy for him so me adn xin went to look for linh and told her we leaving first and meet her ltr...... i went to xin's house ltr..... we walk under the heavy rain jus look like we are down on love like this..... alot of ppl were looking at us when we walk pass..... so funny...... then when i reach xin's house.... we were soooo wet..... i bath and she eat then ltr she bath then i eat..... meet linh ltr..... when we reach there then we went directly to the new print shop..... we take 2 times.... first time nt really very nice but the second time is really damn nice.... even shan jie also sae nice..... as we went to her house after that as it is still early..... at first we plan to play mahjiong de..... but her mother scold...... in front of her sae that she dun like us playing mahjiong as we were still young then dun plae lor..... so we chit chat there..... so fun worz...... we kick here kick there...... jump over here jump over there and we snatch each other's hand phone..... most pathetic one is xin lar.... there kanna beating by me, jie and linh.... cause she deserve it..... lolx...... kidding..... she is damn cut lor.....
ltr feel like seeing him..... then i think his cca should be end by now bar..... so xin and jie accompany me but until abc there then they walk back liao..... me walk alone there but didnt see him..... know that he and his friends is going out tmr..... wish to go..... but 100% wont go..... dun wanna be "extra" as i jus wish that i can go out with him onli....... sad man.......
buaiz.................................

2004-11-11T16:29:00.000-08:00

LoNliNeSS Is AlwAys WaD i DIsLikE
realli hateeeee to be alone..... but now i am alone at hm..... actually nt really alone lar.... still got my tortoises and fish..... haha.... kidding lar..... gt my granddad..... but me now jus like alone lor..... online on until sian le..... wanna go watchtv but no show to watch.... so pathetic..... haiz..... why me alone ley.... cause papa and mama went to watch dunno wad car thing thing de.... then my brotehr dun wanna go mar..... so stay at hm to look after him..... but i am the boring one instead if him..... coz he went to my neighbour house and play le..... me now only can chat but still gt one bestest friend..... linh.... accompany me..... sms lar..... haiz..... she will be leaving soon..... thinking of this then sad le.....
yesterday went to shan jie's house again....... play mahjiong again...... but it is jus like history repeating...... me and jie keep winning and linh won once and xin didnt won any..... lolx..... it is jus so funny...... then dunno where start then suddenly we tok abt huang na...... then also don know how xin shouted then linh shout then jie shout then i shout..... then four of us there shouting..... i think coz there quite dark then suddenly tok abt that scary bar.... linh also tell me that yesterdya she like cannot slp keep thinking of the huang na...... haha.....
ok now i think i going to say sth else..... hmmm.... sorrie yew zhen.... we don mean of nt calling u..... but is coz we thought u hv the video thing..... then i read ur blog alot of thing is abt that so i thought that u are going to spent alot of day spending on that..... and last month i ask u, u say november u will be busy and will onli be free on december..... so don really dare to disturb u.... sorrie! :( if gt anything wanna tell me jus reply on my tag..... kka?
me now really damn bored..... i think my pa and ma coming back soon le bar.... also dunno ley....
**missing linh when she went back..... tis sunday ley**

2004-11-11T14:50:00.000-08:00

eVeRyTimE mE k33P saYiNg ThaT I hv fOrGoTTen u.... BuT hV i rEaLLy DOnE sO???

2004-11-10T14:49:00.000-08:00

No F33lIng WhEn i s33 u
today gt softball training...... today the training is at the field.... wow..... the weather is damn hot..... dun wear cap also cannot..... we did batting too..... but i throw my temper there..... nt at coach or anything..... but is coz i keep on cannot catch the pitching ball..... then very fed up..... but at the last ball i very angry that i swing and the ball flew quite far lar..... me also realize that the "shuai ge" is actually nt gentlemen at all..... that time his ball kanna cai ning then ppl ask him to say sorrie but he didnt..... then this time his pitching ball kanna my hand so hard u know and also nv say sorrie..... ask him to help us take the backstop he also nv..... then realize that he nt gentlemen..... haiz.... then gt the look also no use...... haha..... i think gerls prefer gentlemen..... haha..... that's why today me and xin throwing then he walk pass and xin stop..... ususally..... if gt ppl walk pass i also will stop and let them walk first..... but don know why today nt evry happi with him and i told xin that dun care abt him jus throw the ball..... am i too much??? hehe i don think so anyway..... even the ball kanna him i also wont care..... anyway that's wad he did..... we also do pitching and catching..... hmm..... my catching still the same lar..... but yee's pitching really improve alot..... bt so sad she will be concentrating more in her studies next yr..... but like this aso good..... coz studies come first.... **jia you o** then one thing we do in the end which i think is fun but aso nt realli..... dun know how to say...... coz coach training all of us then lyk me as a catcher need to throw to second base mar..... so i try..... hmm..... at first cannot at all..... even the movement also wrong..... but ltr movement correct le but no strength and no accuracy..... coach say nvm..... he say wad i muz get now is the movement..... so envy peilin..... gt see her throw to yuu..... gt strength and accuracy..... i so maloo..... dun even know a bit...... haix..... sorrie everybody...... then ltr when me sitting alone down there coz bad mood..... then saw him.... haiz.... didnt kanna a shock this time..... i think is good ba...... but ltr like keep wanna find where he is like that..... throwing with xin also nt looking at her until she come and say me...... haha...... but really really dun know my feeling for him end le mar..... i hope so..... haiz...... ltr dun know going shan jie's house mar..... we going to you gan yong..... haha.... understand wad is it mar??? we very bad de..... haha.....

2004-11-09T22:55:00.000-08:00

GaMbLinG dAy
hehehe..... see the gambling muz be thinking that i am a beri bad gerl bar??? haha..... no lar.... of course i nt so bad go gambler...... coz today me and linh went to shan jie's house then at first we very guai..... play those kind of card game that xin brought..... but that game also quite fun..... at the first round me game first worx.... then the next round is me and linh one team and shan jie and xin one team but me and linh still won the game..... haha..... after that we play mahjiong..... hehehe at first onli me and shan jie know how to play.... linh and xin dun knoe anything then we teach teach...... at first they still blur blur de..... but soon linh catch up..... but xin..... haha..... but of course soon she also catch up la..... me and jie keep winning...... we even say take turn...... haha..... abt 6 le but linh and xin still haven win one round..... my stomach there growling liao..... mi whole day onli eat breakfast ley...... but linh and xin say they mus at least win one round before we can end the game..... jie of course wont mind la.... coz at her house mar..... me actually also wont mind lar cause so fun..... can see that linh then die die liao..... but suddenly she game then we all there screaming and jumping up and down.... esp xin..... she seems so excited..... soon we end the game but xin still haven game..... but i think she got to go home liao so she say we shall come again next time but sth i knew todat is bad is that linh will be going back this sun..... i thought next week then her sis holiday so she will leave next week..... but she leaving this week..... damn sad..... somemore on sunday when i need to go malaysia..... haiz..... so today i also went with her to north point before we went to jie's house..... in the early morning then she sms me saying she saw him at the kahtib there..... make me so happy..... ai yo..... haha..... but really miss him........ we took our spect but she was there complaining that her spect is crooked..... haha..... anyway really gt a bit lar.... and she wan to go find that person tmr..... too bad me cannot accompany her cause gt softball..... haiz..... really hope she can dun go back so early..... ltr dunring this holiday i hv to miss 2 ppl liao..... cannot take it..... haiz.... how i wish i was with her during the morning so i can see him..... lolx..... also another bad news from my dear wan yee...... she say she will be coming for less training liao..... hope she can cope with her time as i don think softball can do with out her...... **jia you** buaiz........

2004-11-08T20:12:00.000-08:00

hmmmmm
hehe..... also dun know wad mi mi toking abt.... lolx..... today got softball training..... me went to sch quite early again..... coz take papa car...... i thought mi hv to wait beri long..... but then thanks to xin.... she came beri early too..... she come then there show me her new bag liao..... haha.... beri nice lar..... lolx.... but really very nice and i think that bag cost alot..... we played uno ltr on..... valentin was damn funny..... luv playing with her..... today de training aso at the basketball court..... now aday de training all at basketball court..... i think next week de whole training also at basket ball court bar..... haha..... at first..... mi throwing with xin but dun knoe how her ball go then kanna valentin..... xin mus sae sorrie to valentin worx..... i bet it is really beri painful..... but i saw sth more scary..... lian wei kanna jay jee's ball..... oh my gosh.... they ball is nt so light as ours..... haha..... ltr when they doing papper..... me and yee doing salt..... haha no lar kidding.... but aso dun knoe why that one call papper..... me and yee is do pitching and catching of course..... today my catching still nt bad lar..... quite man yi liao..... soon we went to field..... did the same thing again..... bat.... but this time the guy went first..... saw the "shuai ge" bet..... hmmm..... really very "shuai".... tell valentin he very "shuai" but she give me the face that she abt to puke..... haha..... so funny..... then me and yee again doing pitching there..... ltr on is my turn to bat le.... but who is the one throwing the ball?? is no longer coach..... but is jin hao..... he ar.... i haven ready then he throw the ball and he there laughing.... but indeed he also very "shuai"... "cool" haha..... but he very bad also..... when last ball he throw the bouncy ball..... coz if we bat the bouncy ball, the ball wouldnt bounce and we will be beri maloo..... anyway..... i didnt bat the ball..... haha..... after the training..... we met mr goh.... he say he will be promoting us and we will be playing the c divison next year.... **scared** haha...... but i think it will be fun..... but too bad..... scared that nt enough ppl..... so sad.... **sob sob** then after goh tok tok..... we all over there chatting..... then yee suddenly ask me sth..... she ask "do u really like cheng kok" my gosh..... she ar..... ai yo..... i say no le but she and daph still there testing me..... saying cheng kok is disgusting..... wanna see my reaction..... but i where got so easily tested..... haha jkjk..... then when i say think i so stupid meh..... then they both start laughing..... even valentin and shalini was shock when yee ask do i like cheng kok...... haiz..... and i scolded rui jie there..... with valentin..... hope u wont mind.... knoe who i refering to..... anwyay i think u will read my blog de.... haa...... but really hv a very long chat with them and i really enjoy myself...... buaiz.......

2004-11-08T18:10:00.000-08:00

f33liNg LoW wHeN TOkIng ABt u Or HeArD uR nAmE..... wHeN wiLL my F33LinG be DeAd??? HopE it WIll sOOn..... As mY HeArT wILL dIE If iT cOntInUe LiKe tIs........

2004-11-08T18:03:00.000-08:00

sOfTbaLL rOx.....
haha..... today gt softball training of course..... me gt something to say..... don know why this few days i have been dreaming of him....... don know why..... do i really miss him so much??? don know..... but i reall think i am going to forget him....... haiz..... today de softball training also nt bad lar...... but xin.... ur ball kanne valentin..... must say sorry to her hor..... at first training in basketball court..... but soon we doing papper...... but i hate doing this..... so i went to pitch with wan yee..... at first cai ning was catching for her...... but don know why when i go there she like very happy so i came at last...... haha..... i told u catching very tired le right??? haha..... ltr we went to the field...... forget to say sth..... daphne came today..... so happy worx..... haha..... today didnt really go with xin..... she was going with grace and me going with wan yee..... haiz..... sometimes really hv no time for her...... but i think she understand.... right xin?? we did batting..... my batting this time is not as good as last time that one..... don know why also..... but today i catching at the field is quite well done..... the qi sheng..... don wanna say abt him..... saying ar choo..... when valentin batting and say shut up when we tok..... curse u then u know..... haha kidding lar..... i where got so bad..... then jin hao is batting..... he so shuai...... and coollll...... haha..... but he bully ppl de lor.... everytime abt the last ball liao then he use the bouncy ball..... cause that ball wont fly then sure will kanna ourselve..... but me clever..... haha jkjk..... i didnt bat that ball.... if nt they will laugh off their head and i am going to be embarrasse...... the trainign end soon..... but we have to meet mar goh..... xin left earlier..... cause she need to go chinatown with her mum..... she told me she kanna scolding..... how is it???? ok bar??? so we went to meet mr goh.... he tok abt the c gals..... but very fast end le...... but all of us stay back and tok..... u know wad wan yee say??? he ask do i really like cheng kok..... haiz.... she ar.... i say no then don know wad is it she still gang up with daphne to test me..... but me where got so easily being tested..... haha...... but i scolded seet there..... cause i really hate him..... hope someone wont mind.... know who me refering to hor...... ok..... tell u some other time..... anyway i think i will read my bloggie one right??? buaiz......

2004-11-07T11:57:00.000-08:00

gOiNg MaLaYsIa
went to malaysia today..... ok lar nt bad but very tired...... don know wad my dad going to do there...... but u knoe my mama sure follow de mar..... then want to see baby so we went too...... i think i haven tell u all wad happen after i sms him ba??? hmmm..... sms with him..... he explain alot of things to me..... and of course i don think i mind anymore...... but jus don knwo why i am nt very happy..... cause he don seems to be the same as last time when he make me angry...... haiz..... i don know how to say here...... anyway is nothing happy...... i also delete his hand phone number from my handphone..... inorder nt to be out of control and sms him..... anyway i wont lost his number..... cause linh is keeping from me..... good buddy..... ok at abt 11 then i went there...... then meet the uncle..... saw ke feng.... at first he quite scared of us..... then don dare to tok and stick close to his dad..... but ltr when we went back then he like have a 360 degree change and become damn naughty..... cause my dad and the uncle go out le..... then we stay at his house..... play with a nt even 1 month de baby worx..... i watcha tv..... play with ke feng..... btu he is really damn damn naughty..... always rush to me and smack me on my face..... nt exaggerate ok..... and he press my spect so hard..... my spect ley..... u can imgaine mar..... eerrrr....... even my sis is fed up wtih him...... but when my dad is back at night then he become beri good again..... i think cause he is scared of my pa ba...... we went to eat steam oat worx...... very nie ley..... don know wad the food call...... but sth bad happen...... i scalded my hand...... on the metal worx..... how pain it was..... aaarrrrgggghhhhh..... but me very brave de..... wont cry or anything..... this cannot be compared to that time when my hand is being bat by yuu..... haha..... went hm very late..... see wad time i update this can liao....... want to slp liao...... **yawn** buaiz...... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2004-11-06T23:12:00.000-08:00

"-------------"
reallu nth to say so better don say anything so put my title like this..... haha..... today when i wake up i very excited le..... cause me going to take my spect.... hehehe...... in the morning zhen call me and ask whether me going out today..... then of course i told her me and linh going to take spect..... then she says she wanna follow us along..... of course no prob lar..... then i say i will call her ltr..... sms linh then of course i know she is buying books with xin..... don understand why xin buy so early lor..... haha..... me then watcha tv worx.... and meet linh ltr on.... then realize that zhen is going out with her dad.... then cannot go with us.... so sad hor.... haha..... but nvm lar.... sure will hv other chance de...... so me meet linh..... then went to the spect shop once we reach there...... saw my blur blur..... wad is it??? my spect lor..... me try on it then too loose..... then the aunty there help me..... she still remember me worx.... she say i hv become darker..... last time come buy contact also nt so dark.... arrrrggghhhh...... i don like to be dark.... but thanks to the sun ba.... anyway xin is darker than me..... also don know how come she can become so dark...... ok then my spect ok liao..... linh's turn..... then don know wad her spect one up one down.... then ltr have to come bakc cause she hv to pluck out everything..... so we went to walk here walk there like a couple of siao cha bo...... haha.... kidding lar..... muck..... haha.... we walk until the disk shop there then watcha the show.... the 9 o clock show worx.... me hen pro right??? then saw toro..... the fei chang shuai ge...... lolx...... watch le then so fast 415 le..... so we went back to the spect shop again..... but linh wear le still very uncomfortable..... then the aunty ask her to come back on tuesday...... again make her so itchy minded..... understand mar??? cause i hv she dun hv..... lolx..... we went woodlands after then..... and wad we did??? hehe..... take new print again lor..... cause she go9ing back soon..... then must take more for memory...... veyr fun wors..... still gt one we become little idian..... so ugly..... haha..... but one damn nice..... "shhhhhh" haha..... we went ot walk around pasamalam...... eat eat play play joke joke..... so fun.....
she went to my hs ltr on..... coz her sis n aunt nt at hm..... then she don wanna be alone so she came..... but she don know my cousin and aunties coming too...... then can see that she felt weird lor..... btu she saw my dad so funny..... she say my dad look younger in person then in photo...... i think my pa should be happy when he heard that.... haha.... then i spent the rest of my dad playing with my cousins once linh went hm.... ok le..... today write alot..... buaiz.........

2004-11-05T20:03:00.000-08:00

MaYbe i hAve fOrgOttEn YoU
hmmmm..... i think i have forgotten him ba....... i also don know..... today gt softball training..... reach sch quite early..... and xin came next..... i remeber i wear the contact then feeling very uncomfortbable...... very itchy but soon alright lar..... very fun worx..... we playing uno there...... after that we went to the basketball court to train..... cause today is a optional day..... so nt a lot of ppl came for training.... like valentin and shalini didnt come..... i think like valentin says she wanna rest her hand ba...... haha..... but me and xin also enjoy ourselves that day right??? haha..... soon enough, we went to the field soon..... i think cause the o level finish liao ba..... fun worx.... we do batting..... after don know who then is my turn liao..... really dun remember who is the person in front of me..... sorry worx...... ok lah..... my batting..... sitll quite happy with it...... then after me and xin bat..... we feel like resting mar..... anyway it is already one and the training has end...... so we went to the canteen..... but suprisingly..... i saw him sitting down there..... acutally i didnt notice him..... is xin notice him first..... me beri bad barx?? i also don know but jus like wad my title says..... i don feel anything..... maybe i am dead or miss him too much until when i saw him no feelin bar??? anyway i am going to sms hom today to get something clear..... ltr me very wei da worx.... stay back to train weixin..... see..... xin must treat me well...... i treat u so good..... haha..... kidding la.... buaiz........

2004-11-04T22:27:00.000-08:00

NiCe DaY
hmmmm..... first of all..... i am going to say.... HaPpY bIrThDaY!!! happy birthday to my dearest xin..... hmmm xin gt sth to tell u..... me has prepare a present for u..... me very good hor.... u nv give me i also got give u..... haha..... actually today wanna call xin out to celebrate with her...... but yesterday know that she is going out with qiu ying..... i think qiu ying going to celebrate with her...... so sad...... but since tmr got softball i think i going to celebrate with her tmr lor....... hehe....... me very good de worx.... ok lar let's tok abt today.... actually today me have meeting with my old friends..... but i also hv another meeting with linh..... germaine and meilin..... very pai sei hor..... sorrie..... :( then today me went to j8 with linh..... don know is i gt 6th sense or wad..... before going i gt a feeling that xin will be there..... then when we reach there..... me and linh went directly to the neo print shop...... we choosing which machine we wanna take..... and wad happen???? hehee..... we saw xin and qiu ying.... see i so "li hai" kidding lar..... actually wanna go with her..... but saw qiu ying there then very bu hao yi shi lor..... like will disturb them..... so we went the separate way but when qiu ying znd xin taking neo print me go peek and disturb..... hehe..... ltr on me and linh went to take too..... we go one machine very funny de worx..... sometimes we must go up and sometimes we must go down..... make me and linh so messy but fun worx..... remember we stand up then cannot see ourselve..... then we see oursleves at the camera below..... then we fall and laugh till siao..... so fun man!!!! haha..... then ltr when sit down cannot see ourselve so is must stand up..... damn messy right??? but is totally fun.... me and linh laugh until siao...... haha..... we also hug together..... stand very close but nt as close as the neo print i took with xin lar...... haha...... but we still very close and we use million of time to deocrate and decorate until so nice!!!! i am loving it..... haha..... then we went shopping shopping.... eat eat..... and ltr go take another time..... but this time nt as fun...... but also very funny..... don know where to design..... the most fummy is when we were cutting the neo print and when were in the mrt seeing those anderson sec guys..... lolx.... don u think all of them are soooo silly??? lolx...... kidding lar..... ok i shall stop here..... buaiz.....

2004-11-03T16:55:00.000-08:00

.....TiReD.......
haiz..... so tired today worx..... cause gt softball training..... hehe..... today de softball train fielding...... at first still nt bad larz..... but during the time i am quite angry with my frien..... i think u all should know who..... hehehe...... but after the break nth liao...... me and her also start toking to each other..... ai yo..... i where gt so petty right??? hehe...... then me gt field..... at first very cham...... don know how then keep missing the ball and the mr heng..... out coach ai yo until so loud..... make me so ma loo..... coach..... u should encourage us mar.....i also did betting..... quite fun worx..... haha..... today we train at the bb court..... cause gt o level thing thing.... then cannot train at the field..... but me and xin so disappointed..... cause today they didnt come to play soccer...... haha..... but we still see the "shuai ge" coz he in softball mar..... when tell valentin the "shuai ge" she vomit...... nt those kind of real vomit worx..... but he really very shuai right xin???? bt like i say.... dun be so crazy abt him..... don know why he so shuai..... me and xin also wont fall for him but fall for other guys hor??? xin..... lucky we both didnt fall for the same guy...... haha..... then we also hv long break..... or wad ever..... aniway today de training still nt bad lar...... but sad is it is soooo hot...... cannot ta han..... then we saw wei yang..... he say we two are getting darker and darker..... i think it is true..... hor xin??? haiz..... haha...... buaiz..... really miss him..... i bet xin miss hers also..... linh also..... haiz..... *muack*

2004-11-02T23:32:00.000-08:00

MaRk ChaN u WaIt aNd s33
who is mark??? haha..... he is my primary sch frien..... p4 very very good frien but also enemies once..... with geena and ivan..... remember mar??? lolx..... why i wanna say abt him coz today i went back to naval base.... i have went to xishan b4 but nt as excited as going to naval base althought nbps is jus beside..... amybe i miss my old sch too much le bar..... lolx.... i reach sch at abt 825.... then see zhen, xuan wena nd jess there..... soon linh came too..... we there chatting coz it starts at 930..... then chat abt the big news now..... the huang na...... then ltr mar chua.... the chua da ge..... haha..... join us.... and he told us some of his experience in those kind of thing thing..... wow.... it was so scary but fun.... and with him there the time seems to pass so fast...... lolx...... he still say sth abt ms joan gan which make us laugh until siao..... after that we went to nbps to tok abt the sch...... mrs lee and mr yeo..... tok tok tok and we watch watch watch...... soon we give out that thinggie and i went to find ms siti..... she like think i become "ar lian" cause i tok very rash to that mark chan..... he like see me then laugh laugh laugh and don know tell his frien wad and his frien aso laugh laugh laugh..... he even say i colour blind cause i say he took the pink colour don know wad but is actually red...... but red and pink no big difference mar..... cannot blame..... so mark chan u better becareful and mroe careful if u coming to opss...... but i think he going ytss lah...... wont come opss de..... lolx..... know why bar?? i think yong zhen will know why...... and zhen aso...... lolx..... but really fun but major tan only tok here tok there...... scold scold scold..... and he spoil the mr tan design and pretend pretend..... sucks la u!!!!! hehehe..... me veyr bad hor??? haiz..... i really miss him alot ley..... yesterday looking through those messages..... almost cry..... alomost lar..... don worry...... then chat with linh..... feel more like crying...... haiz..... wad should i do..... wait lor...... i think 2 months very fast pass de right???? buaiz.......

2004-11-01T21:53:00.000-08:00

F33Ling VeRy haPPy TOdAy tOO
hehehe..... me today also very happy worx.... but nt the same matter as last time the happy.... but the main reason also the same.... becoz of him mar.... lolx..... today there are softball training...... hmmm...... the whole training still nt bad lar..... maybe having new catcher and pitcher..... nt over place me and wan yee lar..... but often a team have a number of catchers and pitchers..... who is those new ppl??? pitcher maybe is shuka and catcher maybe is grace...... still nt comfirm lar..... cause we ask peilin but she don seems to hv any reaction...... maybe inside she discussing with coach lor.... who knows...... then half way through the training..... at 10.... we hv to leave and don know do wad...... survey..... boring survey.... somemore is nt do..... is count..... me and weixin there count until frustrated..... rather go softball training then to do that..... after that survey we went down and saw them doing betting so me and xin went to do with them lor..... hmmm...... still alright lar but i think my betting deprove le..... sad.... lolx..... let me tell u wad i am happy abt..... after the betting we have a long break..... 10 minutes..... then when i went to the canteen, i walk out and i saw him!!!! lolx..... damn happy man..... cause i thought i can nv see him again during the 2 months holiday butt still can so i was happy till siao..... i wanna refill my water bottle but don dare to walk there cause they were jus sitting at the table beside the water cooler...... then i went to find weixin and ask her to help me..... but she also don dare..... cause hers is also there..... understand my meaning mar??? lolx..... but she also help me larx..... soon i think he went home and i contiue my training..... after the training i went to make spect with linh..... we make contact and spect..... frameless one worx...... looking forward for this very long liao..... we choose the spect abt the same..... is jus colour different..... jus nice but expensive too..... haiz..... damn miss him ley..... wish that on wed when i have training can see him again lor..... but don seems to be possible.... haha..... buaiz.....

2004-10-30T23:57:00.000-07:00

cAn i SuRvIvE oUt WiThOut HiM dUrIng tHe TwO MoNtHs HoLidAy???

2004-10-30T20:47:00.000-07:00

Is It StiLl GOinG oN??
hmmmm.... here me again updating my blog.... i told u in the previous bloggie that i will say is my happiness still going on right??? or have it last??? actually i also don know is it still going on..... i think i am not going to say wad i am happy abt..... but i think my happiness does nt seems to continue///// it liek ending liao.... today after i update the previous blog..... i still feel happy and after that.... but until now then i think it might be ending..... i think i not saying wad is it..... ltr me embarrased...... tell u all when it is time..... hehe..... so today me went out with zhen and linh..... we went to bugis junction first.... over there don seems to have any place which is suitable for me..... cause all the things there are sooooo expensive.... somemore don have anything i like or need..... but linh bought 2 necklace.....for 38 dollars worx.... don play play.... lolx... then we went to shop abt.... and we bought drinks..... so funny..... after drinking linh got some problems..... stomach ach and she blame on the drink..... but the drink is nice indeed and she said that too...... lolx.... soon we think that there really don seem to be suitable for us..... so we went to bishan..... shop shop there..... we feel tire so we went into the new print shop..... me really feel like taking new print...... but we didnt take..... so sad...... we went into one mechine then there gt sofa..... we plan to sit inside cause it is sooo comfortable...... and we didnt plan to move..... but ltr the ppl there walk in and say are we going to take and she change money for us..... actually she is hinting us lor...... cause we not taking but playing inside..... linh scold bad words somemore...... so funny..... so no choice lor..... we leave..... we laugh while we leave....... then saw a lot of cople today.... so sad..... nt sad lar.... is jealous..... 2 months ley.... how to ta han..... that time he one day didnt come sch then i so hard to survive the day out..... then 2 months cannot see him..... haiz.... really don know how to live...... haha.... kidding lar..... where gt so serious..... now waiting for sth..... lolz..... buaiz//////

2004-10-30T11:37:00.000-07:00

f33lIng VeRy haPPy.... But WilL ThIs HappInEss LaSt LonG??
feeling quite happy now..... coz coz.... hehehe don feel like saying..... cause also don know will this happiness last long.... i am afraid that it wouldnt..... but i wont mind as i am having the happiness now.... lolx..... if this happiness last longer..... i will be telling in the next bloggie..... haiz..... holiday has started..... also don know wad to do..... there is some homework and there will bbe softball training..... hmmm..... i think there are softball training also good.... if not i have to stay at hm don know wad to do..... i think i am loving softball more and more each day.... maybe coz now weixin join in le then nt like last time so boring.... anyway also don know do weixin enjoy there..... coz sometimes can see that she quite sad coz she tired and boring..... but sometimes is like this de..... must can ta han..... don worry..... once u up to a standard then me and u can learn together le..... coz u now new learner so u have to train with grace and shuka..... but soon u can train with me and wan yee they all le..... don worry..... as i am nt that good either..... lolx..... ltr me going out..... but wanna watch tv first b4 i go..... hehehe..... meoter garden..... watch b4 a few times le but don know why still wan to watch.... hehe..... hmmm.... ltr going out with zhen and linh..... to bugis..... i think will be fun..... cause i nv went bugis with my friends b4..... always go places like sun plazza and woodland..... also sian de.... so this time go some fun fun place.... hehe..... ok i shall tell u wad happen in my next blog..... and am i still very happen or sad..... : ( haha ..... buaiz......

2004-10-29T19:52:00.000-07:00

WhEn I aM InJuRieD ToDaY, i WiSh ThaT hE iS By My SiDe
i am injuried!!!! lolx..... nt anyone's fault..... is my own fault.... cause today we gt a friendly game..... hmmm.... this friendly game indeed very nice..... i love it..... but being a catcher is nt very nice le..... don know where the heck i am throwing...... when i catch the ball and the runner is running from the first base to second..... i went to throw to qi sheng who is on the short stop.... cause second base no one..... then any how throw lor..... so embarrassing..... sorrie qi sheng...... lolz..... anyway wan yee really damn good..... she catches alot of hard ball.... me ar.... don say le.... like shit..... then when it was yuu's turn to bet..... me hor..... haiz.... was squatting sooo close to her but yet i don know and i stretch my hand out to catch wan yee's ball when...... when..... yuu bet my hand!!!! lolx..... so funny right?? but indeed yuu really bet my hand..... that's why my hand now is swollen..... haha..... so painful..... i remember peilin they all came and ask am i alright..... i almost cry out lor..... but i bare it when i remember peilin say that softballer must be strong..... i understand and i bare it...... but when i am injuried..... i remember it..... and i went to the canteen...... looking at him.... thinking that if he was by my side now how good it will be...... but it seems to be so impossible..... haiz..... feeling damn sad..... when i thought of this and today will be the last day for me to see him..... my tears drop instead..... then afterward me went to do some throwing with wan yee..... me always pair up with her de..... coz we partner mar.... lolx...... then after that she need to pitch and farida wan to catch for her..... so i went betting with weixin..... her betting had improve quite a lot indeed..... and can see that she prefer betting than throwing..... she also blah blah today..... cannot say wad..... and we confront to wan yee.... lolx.... wan yee wad we say is truth hor..... don misunderstood le..... lolx...... buaiz......

2004-10-28T20:41:00.000-07:00

My LiFe is So MeAnIngLeSs ToDaY
my life is sooooo meaningless today.... know why mar??? cause he didnt come to sch today...... haiz..... so sad right??? also cant imagine that he actually didnt come..... but i still can survive.... linh say that one day then i like this le then wad abt the 2 months holiday??? lolx.... actually me myself also don know ley..... 2 months..... really very hard to survive..... lolx..... today we gt back our report book..... ok lor..... i quite happy with my result...... i gt the 6th in class and 6th in the whole level..... nt bad la i think..... then we also gt back alot of thing..... and homework..... sian..... haha...... then we play uno again..... this time quite fun..... me linh and xin play with derek and johnathan...... johnathan is so blur..... me and linh have been bullying him he also don know..... cause we don wanna draw and we ask him to draw and he really go draw..... sorry johnathan..... i know like this very bad..... but playign only i think u wouldnt mind one right??? hehe..... after sch.... also nothing much today......see i say le my life is meaningless...... so today nothing much happen...... lolx...... tomorrow is the last day...... wish that he will come..... sad man..... jsu chat with a guy in one of his class then realize that he was spreading that i like other person..... i was so angry...... he sux!!!!! cant believe he do that..... i am going to find u one day..... believe me..... if don have a good explanation i going to kill u...... haha..... kidding lar...... but anyway really wan an explanation..... after that we went to north point..... shop shop play play..... although nt very long but also fun..... but sayign the truth..... there's nth much to shop in north point..... haha..... but going out with friends is fun...... buaiz......

2004-10-27T08:30:00.000-07:00

2 mOre DayS
hmmm.... day pass so fast.... now only left 2more days...... today ar.... ok lor.... i went to xishan primary..... actually i am not going any sch today..... but shirley suddenly came to ask me whether i gt bring my orange shirt which is the uniform we going to wear.... and coz i told her b4 that i wish to go chong fu.... then she wanna bring me there..... but so sad.... when we all seems like going mr goh came and said that too many softballers going chong fu le..... and wan us to slit up into 2 groups some go yishun pri and some go xishan..... cause mr goh wans me to go with him then i realize that linh also going that sch.... yeah!!!! so i went there lor..... when reach there i seems like so silly.... go eat the canteen food but it taste..... aweful.... yuck.... no taste de..... haha then i go disturb the ppl there..... they playing badminton then i cut across to play hock scope..... i very bad right??? i know i know..... haha..... then ltr we went to the hall for the speaking of blah blah blah..... i think is quite fun lor..... cause we keep shouting answer from behind.... and heard from mr yeo here is more lively..... other sch is sooo..... blah..... lolz..... i quite enjoy my day there with valentin and shalini..... after that we went back to sch.... directly i rush to the class instead of going to the canteen..... i think u all should know why...... nt becoz of him ok!!!! haha..... then we went to the hall for assembly..... got concert..... but it was so sad..... cause his class is so far away from my class..... but i enjoy there with shahreezal..... he is so funny..... and jason and yong siang..... we play the shooting of rubber band and being pervert like shahreezal..... haha..... after this we have softball training..... weixin therer deciding with jiamin where should she go.... she is jus so funny man..... but at last still decide to go softball..... today de training still alright la..... nt alot of ppl came but when we do pitching and cathing and base then very fun.... weixin did very well but she jus don believe she did well.... only her throwing..... but everybody have mistakes de.... i first time aso like this..... and soon out ltr.... we all those don know wad beginer ba.... go try pitching..... but all.... omg///// and weixin is jus soooo funny.... her ball went back.... but i think she don mind i say this ba.... nt so petty right??? somemore i think she herself also think very funny lor..... lolx....me now having blue black all over..... cause today i do catching with yuu and her ball kanna my leg.... really damn damn painful but i lie and sya it is nt painful at all..... but it seems so fake..... haha......

2004-10-26T20:33:00.000-07:00

SuDDeN DroP oF tEaRs WaS DroP ToDaY wHeN i ThOuGhT Of HiM..... ThInKiNg tHaT 3 MoRe DaYs AnD wE wIll Nt Be S33Ing EaCh OtHer FoR 2 MoNtHs...... MissIng U bADlY

2004-10-26T19:24:00.000-07:00

boRing siA.....
now is really boring..... but i think my 2 other friends were happily enjoying their day together.... good lor.... ai ya don wanna say liao lar..... abit not very happy..... wanna know then ask me i will explain..... but i think now i was alright..... haven tell u all abt my dad turning crazy..... he smash the com..... make until now i have to share this outside com with my sis then night she using i cannot use.... so bad hor.... everytime she use then i cannot..... but now she sleeping then i can use le.... lolz..... also don know wad happen..... that day we were suppose to go malaysia..... then thanks to my brother realizing that ge had nt done plenty of homework where we all were waiting for him..... so soon me and him were lock in the room as i have to teach him do his math..... suddenly we heard someone shout and my dad rash in but we say we didnt shout wad..... and soon "blang" " pong" all kind of noise appear.... i went out then saw my dad was smashing the com.... the new com u know..... and my sis was there crying..... me and my bro were shock that we quickly went bakc to the room..... we both start crying too...... so sad.... i thought of him and wonder wad he is doin...... will he help me as i am really scared..... but it seem to be so impossible that i soon don wanna think abt it...... the whole day was spent like this..... where no one dare to tok my dad..... i saw his hand was badly injured but i also don dare to touch him,...... my mum and granddad say don care abt him and let him cool down..... my mum ask us nt to tok to him for 3 days and once he was bored..... he will tok to us...... but yesterday he tok to me and my bro liao..... lols..... luv him man..... my dearest dad..... although he sometimes jus went crazy but i still love him so much.......

2004-10-26T18:26:00.000-07:00

3 mOrE dAyS
3 more days before sch is going to end.... haiz.... really don feel like ending the sch.... end sch le i have to wait for 2 months.... really 2 whole months.... don know wad to do le..... sad man..... today there are crush programme..... from 750 to 950 so boring..... i remember when we reach there then have to take our writting material..... so we went back.... the class is not there.... hehe i know they have p e..... but weixin don know.... lolx.... then when i was walking back, i saw him walking towards his class..... haiz.... again we jus wlak pass each other like this without saying anything..... can see that we don even dare to look at each other lor..... i wish that b4 the sch end we still can at least speak to each other.... but i think i think too much le..... the crush programme was totally boring boring..... haiz.... when we having lesson.... qiqi and si yun don know wad that they bang out of the room for playing as the teacher give them 2 choice either sit down quietly or go out and they bang out..... my ghosh..... haiz.... then rescess.... don seems to have a lot of ppl today..... maybe becoz of the ncchq..... then also nv see his class..... i think is becoz they went playing scoocer ba..... haha..... but after recess when ms paul start scolding and scolding..... then they walk pass and i saw him walking outside..... today the day without linh is so weird.... like short of a soul like that.... haha..... then me, xin and zhen is si funny...... xin one is mi mi yan..... mine is yuan yuan yan then linh is cool cool and zhen does not have but she go make some pattern for all of them.... when she see them she will make thoser face.... ghosh..... zhen ar...... haha..... but she is funny lor..... we also play uno in class..... which was so fun.... i rememeber when we were playig then they walk pass and weixin say mi mi yan so loud and i laugh.... this is the place where yong siang extra extra go look out that make me hit his head.... and his reaction is so cute man...... haha..... real fun today..... miss u..... **luv u always**

2004-10-25T07:16:00.000-07:00

i wIll mIss U
this is the last week of this year..... feeling very sad.... really don feel like ending the sch now...... this is also the last week i can see him..... don wan! i really don wan.... i don wan sch to end so early..... end le i have to wait for next year then i can see him again..... feeling so sad..... today i have been looking at him at 854.... haha..... see him kick the ball.... until his shoe also drop.... lolx..... today gt the crush programme....., so boring.... rech sch at abt 740 then yew zhen with her reborn hair.... don know why she like don really care abt us..... fine lor.... nth to say.... only wait and see if she would come over to us soon..... then waiting for her..... wish that she will sit with us but..... nope..... haiz.... we don seems to like quarrel lor.... we still tok to each other.... but is like we no longer together lor..... haiz..... really feel very sad..... but at least we still tok to each other.... anyway if really anything happen wish that we still forever friends......ok..... after the crush programme.... me, xin and linh went out deciding where we going to have our lunch.... then when we went out, we saw someone..... and i rush in..... and the blur blur weixin still stand root down there..... so funny lor..... but soon don be so scared mar.... we went out...... but we seems to be germs lor..... once they saw us they went in front.... but it is very obvious that the direction they were walking is not going to the place they wanna go..... fine...... let see where they wanna go..... so they walk in front and we walk behind..... soon...... 2 ppl turn back and the whole gang turn back.... i only know my head was down and so does his..... are we really so scary!!!!! this is not the first time already u knoe?!?!?!?!??!?! i feel like saying ur name out and scold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i jus cant do it..... haiz...... then after sch.... i went out with kelly.... we went out at abt 2..... but xin xin is not there cause she have to go out with shan jie..... i think also can say is her dear ba..... so nvm lor.... i went to this fashion with linh cause she wanna buy jeans for her promotion..... we browse around.... saw 2 she like but don know where too tight..... so funny..... but at last still buy..... haha..... but we still enjoy ourselve right??? but something so fed up is that we went to buy bubble tea and and and the whole cup drop on the floor!!!!!! arrrggghhh...... but i think worth it cause i saw him in the bus....... hahaha.... worth it worth it!!!!!! lolx.....

2004-10-23T23:36:00.000-07:00

Borreeeedddd
really very bored now.... so come here update up update abit.... no my body is aching all over.... also don know why.... i think is yesterday train until very tuff ba......... realy very pain but no one care abt me!!! i wish to sms him.... but scared disturb him.... wad should i do??? ltr my mother they all going to my grandmother's house then me ley?? here waiting for mieu linh.... also don know they going out a not....... yew zhen sms me this morning saying that she will be goig to reborn her hair...... i wonder how will she look like when she reborn..... she ask for my opinion but i think ask for nothing..... also don know she ask me for wad....... since she decide when to reborn ask me also no use........ yesterday me discover something abt my dad.... that i actually cried the whole night for this thing..... i aso don know why this will happen..... i told my sis btu she didnt say anything....... since i cant do anything, i was only there lying and crying..... i wonder why he was nt there to comfort me.... when i am sad, he has once comfort me... i feel so happy that time but when will this thing start again? haiz..... i doubt anytime....... sad....... :(

2004-10-23T11:03:00.000-07:00

My hEaRt FoR u WiLL NoT cHanGe DuRiNg ThIs 2 mOnThS HoLiDay.... I mEaN It... AnD nO OnE caN mAkE mE cHanGe HeArT

2004-10-22T22:46:00.000-07:00

oK lOr TOdaY
hmmm.... today ok ok lor.... gt the ncc hq thinggie..... i remember when i reach sch saw so many ppl wearing the track pants.... ltr i change of course..... after that ms paul divide us in teams..... but don know why cannot succeed..... then i think she fed up le ba that she let us group up by ourselve.... this then shock and i group with mieu linh, jessica, jamie and cynthia.... when we reach there...... ok lor.... quite big.... then we gather together and i saw him..... i know that he willl be in the A group..... hmm..... but me in D...... haha..... A and D don seems to have any fate.... we don even meet at any station..... u can see.... a "and" word the A and D are still blocked by N.... is it really fate??? haha..... then we play a lot of games..... the most fun is the balancing..... haha.... i remember the rock climbing.... cause we trying so didnt tie any safety string and shalini should be there supporting me.... but when i fall, don know wad she doing, she nv support me and i fall straight to the ground..... i was soooo angry u know..... but me a good supporter worz..... me support ying shi and jamie until so good.... haha but ying shi still hurt herself..... i am so sorry..... then ltr we have a lot of fun.... like mieu linh drop into the water..... adeline jumping instead of swinging..... manik and a guy take off their shirts..... really have a lot of fun..... and i know a new friend..... sabrina..... she very chio and nice...... haha..... soon we are going back to sch..... and we are having aoftball training..... and i know that he is having his npcc training.... during the training still alright...... at the begining really bored till siao..... keep throwing then throwing also cannot throw with weixin..... only wan yee and sharan..... after that we did betting and pitching.... soon wan yee pitch and i catch so call in a game that type where ppl will bet.... i like nt so scared le///// so happy..... when i rest after betting in the game, i went out..... cause it is time to go hm.... i saw valentin and shalini going home, i think go out walk walk stroll stroll coach also wont scold.... then i walk outside gal's toilet there and look at the npcc..... i don think he know that i was there watching him.... his back was facing me.....watching him was nice..... haha...... after that i went back but was like totally out of mood.... also don know why..... don feel like doing anymore thing but jus to go home..... haiz..... sad right???? buaiz........

2004-10-21T20:30:00.000-07:00

caNt w3 b3 fRiEn?
okok..... this page to tok abt him.... also don know why i seems like love toking abt him.... actually that's nt true..... cause diary is writting abt myself and day.... this have big impact on me of cours must write right??? today i remember i walk pass his class with kelly..... when walking pass i saw him packing his bag.... as both of us were standing ner the window..... we are standing quite near but a wall is in between us..... maybe our relationship now is jus same as this.... we are standing close but no matter how close, there still a wall in between..... am i right? then after sch today.... after playing the paper ball throwing..... we walk out..... saw his gang of friends..... glad that he was nt there..... but once his friend walk pass..... i saw that he was behind.... i don know wad i should do.... i wish that i can say hi or smile at him.... and so as i walk pass him, i was looking down..... can believe that he was looking down too..... why??? mus we be like this??? this really disappoint me....... but wad can i do??? i really wish that he ca read my blog and give me an answer........ feeling terribly depress................................................................................................

2004-10-21T18:03:00.000-07:00

sHe iS in BaD mOOd So aM i
hmmm.... see my title but don think i type wrongly ar.... i scared u all think i should type he but i type a she.... exactly it was a she.... don wanna tok abt that guy in this page..... the she is refering to my dear xin..... jus read her blog..... if u read her blog u should have know wad happen.... actually when see her so sad i also sad lor.... cause she is my bestest friend worz..... remember today when we take back our english paper, she told me she failed..... heard from some of my friend says that 1a3 gt 33 failure..... once i heard this i am so disappointed.... thinking that i will fail too.... but luckily i didnt.. feeling happy for this.... but when turn back.... saw weixin crying there and she told me she fail..... i don know how to comfort her.... as she keep saying hopeless.... no use.... adn don give herself any confidence.... so me and kelly jus bring her out to walk walk..... but anyway i believe that she has nt fail her overall....... so weixin don e too sad... i believe she can do better next time..... actually b4 taking back out paper, me, kelly and her was still happily playing uno..... but after that.. haiz........ then after sch.... kelly went home..... and me and weixin went throwing.... at first she seems to be alright but don know why half way through she seems to be in the worst of blue.... and i stop..... i say we train the other day.... after packing up.... i went to walk around with her.... and she burst into tears soon..... i was there comforting her..... seeing she so sad..... i only can tell her some dao li and ask her to kan kai a bit as i have tried failing my eng..... anyway.... wish that she really can do it....... buaiz..........

2004-10-20T20:03:00.000-07:00

mY dAy oF taKinG baCk TeSt PapERs
ok now let me say abt my day and my test paper ba.... i think something bad is going to happen.... cause today take back a lot of test paper.... all i do nt bad.... i quite happy with it.... but english is not in it....... i think i am going to take back my english, lit and math paper 2 tmr..... all this subject is all i don have any confidence de..... remember i told u abt my math mar??? haiz..... really feel likg dying...... lolx..... then today when teacher is nt in class.... really will bored to death..... cause nth to do..... also didnt bring any thing to sch to play....... blah blah....... weixin lor..... still say wad he sure will wlk pass our class today.... then i keep looking out.. but only can see nash and james....... haiz....... haha...... then we have assembly...... when we walk in..... we saw his class.... meaning we will be sitting beside them.... i was walking in the front and he was sitting in the front.... as i really don feel like sitting beside him and i think he feels the same.... then i went to the back..... but also nvm la.... another class cut in between us..... fate ba fate ba........ haha............. buaiz...........

2004-10-20T18:58:00.000-07:00

StArTiNg oF sOfTbaLL tRaInIng
ok today is the start of our softball training...... but today gt something very special is that i have my dear with me... who is it??? of course is xin xin lor.... like gorilla..... haha.... kidding.... cause she interested in softball mar.... then i ask peilin and peilin ask me to bring her down to the first training today....... so sad lor..... don really can train with her..... cause she is the starter.... then she have the coach to train her personally.... but there are also two other gals which today is also their first day..... they are grace and shuka.... hmm..... sorry hor.... don know how to spell..... i remember after sch then weixin went to grace house to borrow pe attire..... hmmm.... grace very ncie hor??? mus thank her hor xin..... haha..... then after that maybe he went hm le ba.... then nt feeling very good..... everytime aso like this de la me.... cause last time play softball he also there playing remember that time i training with wan yee then he still gt pick the ball for me and smile..... wow..... so sweet.... never forget.... haha.... pls..... ok going back..... then we went to have our training..... hmmm..... don feel like talking cause of my stupid sore voice..... hehe..... even daphne aso kanna a shock.... so funny....... first we train throwing..... i throw with sharan..... as weixin has more expert ppl to teach her..... my senior la..... haha..... then after that got break..... only there then i stick with xin... lolx.... betting..... i know there weixin adn grace dying.... cause they cant really bet well then the senior keep asking them to repeat over and over again..... not looking down on u all hor.... i mean de is practice make perfect.... last time i also like this..... then xin so frustrate.... but is like this de.... she cant expect to do very well in the first day..... right??? train more..... haha.... i aso train with wan yee.... wad else we train??? of course is pitching lor..... haa..... but really enjoy this softball training with xin..... do u enjoy it too xin??? lolx...... buaiz///////////

2004-10-19T22:22:00.000-07:00

wIll My L0vE gEt D33P3r fOr u As tImE cOmEs By???i ThiNk SO..... But i Dont Hope So

2004-10-19T22:11:00.000-07:00

f33ling 3neRgAtIc nOw
wow..... feeling very energatic now.... jus recover from my fever, headach and sore throat.... so pathetic right??? got so many thing come in a time..... haha..... but now really feel better from yesterday.... yesterday reeally can die worx....... haha//// tmr gt softball training.... don know is feeling excited or wad lor..... but don know is weixin coming..... if she is coming then i think i will feel much more excited..... but maybe long time didnt train le lor..... so also feeling very excited..... i think tmr i am taking back my test paper..... don feel like taking any paper back.... don wanna feel sad.... seriously worx.... now don know wad happen to my hand there.... so painfully..... wow lao.... haha..... anyway...... next bloggie will announce my result!!!! nt feeling any of a kind of excited...... haha..... buaiz.....

2004-10-19T21:03:00.000-07:00

l0Ng tIm3 diDnT UpdAtE l3 WorZ......
yoz..... long time didnt updae my bloggie le.... gt miss me mar??? show don have de..... but i know someone miss my bloggie..... xin!!! haha..... today we went out together then she complain that i so long didnt update my blog.....haha..... cause this few days not feeling welll...... really lor.... always lie dead in my bed..... haha.... yesterday meet my old classmates.... leiwin, geena, yong zhen, germaine and meilin..... but so sad my dearest dear nt there..... who is it?? of course is vanessa lor..... so sad cause she need to study then cannot come..... i know from that time i nt feeling very well le..... that day my mum jus brought my sis to see doctor..... don know why me and my sis both sick in the same time..... that morning.... is also the first day for xin to try out on softball.... she so funny.... tell her not to catch like hoping like this just hole it straight but she don wanna listen to me..... then the ball keep kanna her..... u see.... next time must ting wo de hua..... zhi dao ma??? haha..... then after meeting my friend..... really very happy..... cause long time nv see them le than got a lot of thing to chat..... but too bad that day not feeling well cannot eat maggie with them..... our favourite food worz.... then i also left early.... cause headach.... once reach hm wad i do??? lie on the bed again lor...... haiz.... haha.....
let's tok abt today.... hmm.... today also nt feeling very well but enjoy myself..... cause i went out with my three dears..... xin , linh and zhen..... long time nv go out with them le.... i think after today still need a long tome before we have this time again.... cause ml will be returning to vietnam then yew zhen will be busy with her media tect thinggie then only left me and xin..... so pathetic right???? haha..... but nvm la... me and xinw ill also enjoy our selve de rite??? we went to sun plazza first.... we went to this fashion.... actually i also wan to buy cloth de..... but don have any one attracted me..... haha..... but yew zhen bought a skirt and shirt..... after that we went to cause way to take neo print..... but there is fulllll of mistakes.... cause we too kan chong le..... don know wad to do then press alot of thing wrongly.... haha.... then end up don know how to divide..... lolx..... anyway i still enjoy myself..... really...... i still remember when we went to library today.... i kanna scolding from the librarian cause i helping yew zhen to take scissor cause she need to cut away those tag mah..... then at last the librarian came and scold say cannot anyhow touch.... omg..... and yew zhen left me..... **sob sob** haha..... but i really really enjoy myself..... luv u all....... haha.... buaiz..........

2004-10-16T16:32:00.000-07:00

dOn EvEr DrOp A tEaR fOr GuY tHaT dOeS nOt wOrTh iT.... BuT tHe TeAr I dRoP FoR HiM..... DoEs iT wOrTh It????

2004-10-16T16:03:00.000-07:00

bOrEd....
omg..... i think i am going to bored to death soon.... cause don feel like studying.... then seaching on internet also don know wanna search wad.... tv also no show.... really sian dao tou ding.... haha.... so now updating blog.... change my blogskin again.... cause damn bored... then browsing around.... see whether there are nicer blog..... jus now so fed up with my sis.... everytime also scold scold scold.... i cannot find my comb she also scold.... she cannot go buy her own lor..... mus lend from me.... but also mus thank her cause she help me with my blog thinggie.... haiz.... sisters is like that de la.... don quarrel don know how to pass the day.... haha.....
jus now he online le.... but no at hm.... can see that he is at his friend's house..... he asked for the address to my blog.... i gave him.... i thought he going to read.... but luckily.... his friend internet also spoil spoil de..... maybe it is really fate lor.... msut belive in fate man.... haha.... anyway i think also good lor.... don feel like letting read my blog.....
don know how to spend my day today! actually going out with mieu linh to ask for the internet thinggie but at last aslo didnt don knwo got wad contract problems..... haha... then now bored at home with my stupid brother..... keep disturbing me..... anyway afer the day of baby sitter..... miss my cousin instead.... haiz..... haha.... ok i shall stop here..... buaiz...............

2004-10-15T18:03:00.000-07:00

SaD.....
feeling so sad.... cause i am not going to do well in my exam.... don have any confidence especially my math today.... so many careless mistakes... very sad lor..... then heard from yew zhen that she got the highest for math paper 1..... congratulation!!!! haha..... anyway we have some misunderstanding in some ways...... which make us quarrel but i think now alright le ba..... then today, weixin and mieu linh came to my house.... actually plan to go out de.... but cause my cousin is here then gt to look after him.... so pathetic right? but anyway they two came and accompany me..... then not so boring.... cause my cousin got chicken pot..... then weixin knew it and she quite afraid that it will spread to her..... actually i think will but not so fast ba.... she says she start to feel itchy.... haha..... then we went down.... have some snack.... maggie mee..... saw damien, darren and jason.... play with them.... hmm..... not really play with them but sit there tok tok chat chat and joke around..... so fun..... now my cousin is beside me..... sleeping....zzzzzz..... so cute..... he came after we pray my grandmother than i seems to baby sitter..... so sad..... haha..... yesterday saw him online.... but i blocked him..... so didnt chat with him..... but after a while he off line le..... maybe the gal he like not online ba..... haha..... don wanna think so much le.... weixin told me she maybe going to join softball.... so happy.... got partner.... my captain say bring her to the training.... wad she scared the most is mrs tan that damn teacher don let her quit..... so sad.... anyway we going training on monday..... hehe.... let her try....so happy..... yipee....... haha..... buaiz..........

2004-10-14T13:03:00.000-07:00

Luv u......
cannot think o any title again so anyhow write lor..... ok lor... today is history test.... one sub that i am afraid the most..... i wrote three paper of words.... saw quite a numbe rof ppl have 2..... but yew zhen have 5???? omg.... i don know how she wrote..... got 5 paper that much.... is nt 5 pages but is h PAPER>... real pro.... but anyway wad i think this time de paper really damn hard.... but wad is pass is pass.... cant be calling me to go back to sch and wan the paper back right??? lolx.... today after sch... yew zhen say she hungry.... of course me and mieu linh also hungry lah.... onli my dea weixin not hungry.... she say she hungry but she no money.... so funny..... then yew zhen says she have to go back and take money first..... so we wait for her under the void deck.... ltr we saw someone then i shouted his name..... wanting to say something.... but someone pulled me away..... sorry ar....keep someone someone cause nt convenient to say it out..... haha..... then she pull until my hand so red.... when i say her she like angry.... don know is it angry with me.... ar eu??? sorry hoh.... kidding de.... then after that we go coffee shop to eat.... now aday keep eating at the coffee shop.... then so angry with that stupid uncle..... so i destroy his plate.... no la.... not so bad.... haha..... anyway.... also enjoy my day today.... yew zhen ltr going to take back ehr chinese test paper..... wish her all the best!!!! good luck!!!
buaiz......

2004-10-13T17:03:00.000-07:00

LuViNg u MoRe As DaY cOmEs By...... hAhA........

2004-10-13T13:03:00.000-07:00

No FaTe mEaNs nO faTe.... GoIng B3 F33
some more tests then i will be free..... waiting to be free for a long time le..... now aday really very stress..... remeber when the science test i wake up at 5..... i think tmr i also going to do the same thing as history got plenty of thinggie to study and i don think one day is enough.... that why yesterday i have already start.... ok... today is math test..... ok lah..... still alright lor.... at least can finish all the question..... haha..... then after saw my dear mieu linh..... very bad mood..... don know wad happen to her..... so when yew zhen and weixin eating, i went out to have a walk with her..... wanting to know her problems.... know of course..... but nt going say here..... then after that i think she feel beter le..... so we went to coffee shop to eat.... but only me and linh eat.... cause zhen and xin eat le.... but xin drink water.... she ar.... no money still drink then in the end i pay for her.... but nt all anyway..... haha..... then when we eating until half way.... weixin suddenly says his name..... omg.... i thought she kidding but when i turn around, he was really there walking pass with his frien.....i was so scared then i use my hand to cover my face and turn to another side..... i now really very regret for doing all this.... why must i be so scared of him.... ai yo.... then the big dear xin say i like this veyr obvious.... haha.... wad abt her..... when she saw him FAR away walking towards us then she hide behind me and laugh laugh non stop..... really got some mental problems...... haha..... ok stoping here.... buaiz......... Luv u..... muack..... :)

2004-10-12T16:03:00.000-07:00

FeW mOre ExAm tO b3 f33
hehehe..... few more exams then i will be free..... but don know why..... don have much confidence in aLL my exam... alot of ppl say must have confidence in our work....... but i jus don seem to have any..... how??? am i dead??? haha..... then today have science paper...... again the same feeling.... only feel happy when directly after the exam..... cause everyone move and more a lot of noise which make me relax...... then after the exam today, me and my gang went down to the canteen.... and yew zhen told me that billy had hand in the wrong paper.... we should be handing in the section B but he hand in section.... but luckily we saw him at the canteen then told him in time for him to give the paper back..... haha..... he is so funny.... then ltr.... we one big gang down there chatting.... me, xin, zhen, linh, jason adonis and yong xiang..... we are disccusing whether a monkey have fur or hair??? haha..... sound so funny..... then saw him sitting at the table opposite....... don really dare to look at him..... pai seh..... haha..... but now aday when i walk home from sch..... i always saw him at the bus stop..... but he will nv see him as i don wan him to do so..... and not planning to do so..... now listening to ocean song.... when listening when think of him..... that time he told me he has perform..... but at that time didnt go notice him..... only know that there are huilinh, rui jie, patricia, dini, shalini..... didnt really go see..... haha.... ok i shall stop here le..... need to be guai guai ger ger le........ bye bye

2004-10-10T10:55:00.000-07:00

ArE wE reAllY nT vErY cLosE??
are we really nt that close like yew zhen says??? i don know either..... but to me i think we are already close enough..... although nt as close as i am in my primary sch.... but i think we are already close enough..... i don know how close can we go.... but in the class we four already seems to be the closest.... maybe some of u don think so.... i don knoe.... since is like this i also got nothing to say..... this is aso some words from my heart....
lit exam coming..... time really flies.... so fast we were in the end year examination..... remember when we first came still don know who is xin and kelly.... then get closer to ech other and now we usually hanging out together...... i wish that i can turn back the time.... i don wanna go sec 2 so fast..... i wish to stay in my childhood..... as childhood will not have so many problems..... friendship.... relationship..... everyday jus play no need to worried abt anything..... haiz..... but time pass is pass.... we can nv turn it back..... i think if can turn back the time pretty much ppl will like to do so........ haha.... okok i shall stop here.... buaiz........

2004-10-09T11:41:00.000-07:00

.....BoReD......
going to bored to death le..... don knoe wad i can do.... now only go onine play play and sms with my frien..... now is week end le.... can anything nice happen??? should understand wad i mean ba..... i very time also tok nonsense de lah....... anyway he really gt a long time didnt come online le..... is it because of exam???? i don know..... but i doubt so.... cause he such a playful guy..... i think he wouldnt bre locked out of it ba..... haha........ anyway lit exam is coming.... all my friends say so scared..... especially one..... anyway she real damn hardworking..... i now playing i bet she studying ba........ haha....... really don know wad i can do today..... go out also don know go where...... sian la.........................................................................hahahaha

2004-10-08T17:24:00.000-07:00

aNotHeR eXaM eNdEd.....
hmmmm...... another exam has ended today..... i am so angry today.... coz.... i don know how to write a word then after i hand in the paper then i know how to write!!!! so angry lor...... my darling was so funny..... she keep saying she got how many wrong.... and who is my darling???? no need to say of course is that damn weixin..... haha.... sorry ar.... there call u darling here call u damn..... lolz..... sure she will laugh until siao.... that's how she usually did..... today after sch..... me, xin and linh went out together..... we went to eat maggie mee..... then we eat tom yam..... and at last three of us have sexy lips..... haha.... really have fun..... then we went to 854..... on the 6th floor and look down at the scoccer court..... weixin didnt even look down.... i think he hate the guy that she suppose to look a lot ba.... although i hate the guy "I" suppose to look...... but i still feel like looking at him.... even watch him play scoccer also good..... cause cannot see him the next 2 days le.... i watch him play scoccer.... with his friend..... then he kicked the ball out and even his shoe..... so funny..... but after a while we went down cause weixin hate the guy too much le..... hey make something clear..... the guy i meaning for weixin is different from the guy i mention that i am watching ok..... is totally different guy..... ok???? ok i shall stop here..... bb

2004-10-07T17:18:00.000-07:00

....................
cannot think of a title to put for my bloggie today.... so i think puting............ will be alright..... at first didnt plan to update my bloggy but after reading through weixin's blog i think update update wouldnt waste much time..... first i wanna send a message to weixin.... today the hand ball game is really nt ue fault.... pls don push all the blame to urself..... is because those guys are powerful.... u can see that.... billy... diyao.... yong xiang and jason.... all of them are strong u should know.... although someof us also strong but sure cannot be stronger than them de right???? so don ever push all those blame to u when u can catches the ball.... today i really enjoy myself during pe.... we play hand ball of course.... no need to say de.... at first is gal vs gal... then we won the game.... then ltr mr sim request for stonger gals to vs stronger guys..... then no need to say again.... we loose of couse..... i hurt my hand when defending the ball from billy..... so painful..... but no onw cares for me..... lolx.... kidding lah.... of course my friends is there...... then today we get back our lit test.... ok lor..... but got one test when quite a number of ppl do quite well but nt counted into ca.... maybe should thanks to jerren chua ba...... then we have our project work....... did our presentation..... everything seem so maloo.... i was the first one to present.... then follow by xin.... then linh then zhen..... lolz..... but mr chua say we did better than other goup.... nice..... lolz....... after sch..... i saw him.... today also don know why my feeling seems to be ended and i really hate him.... i wlk pass his class and didnt even wan to look at him..... unlike the usual way... do i really hate him??? i don know..... feeling very depress..... ok i shall stop here.... buaiz.....

2004-10-06T21:18:00.000-07:00

StrEss
feeling very stress.... this few days..... i told my mum.... and my mum says she don understand wad i am stressing abt.... my sis in sec 3 also not that stress as me.... and she asked me how am i going to manage poly if i already have so much stress in sec 1..... who knows????? do u think i really wanna give myself so much stress???? english paper jus ended..... and don know why.... don have much confidence.... but i think i should give myself a bit of confidence right??? now studying very hard.... for my chinese which is the coming sub.... then i think k maybe this week coming out to study with my friends lor.... wish that can study with him.... but he had once told me he prefer to read in silence as he cannot concentratw if the surrouinding is noisy.... haiz...... but i think i think too far le ba.... study with him..... now can be frien with him happy liao..... today my frien weixin.... feeling very moody.... i think i know wad happen..... but 100% nt going to say out.,.... haha..... ok i shALL stop here..... buaiz....

2004-10-06T20:03:00.000-07:00

wILL i HaVe a StaRt BeTw33n mE aNd u???? i ReAllY hOpE sO..... BuT I dOuBt SO......

2004-10-06T18:03:00.000-07:00

Wah haPPenInG tO mE??? [....him....]
wad is happening to me???? actually me myself also don know.... but i know i feel terribly sad today.... jus cannot control myself.... when i went to yew zhen house.... i cant really concentrate on my work.... but anyway.... thanks that weixin and mieu linh is there..... they cheer me much more.... by making funny things..... as for yew zhen.... she did cheer me up abit.... but she is busy with the project work..... feeling so guilty that she did so much work.... sorry.... i don know why i am feeling so depress.... is it because of him???? i jus feel like once i was out of the sch and cannot see him then i was feeling sad unless i was at hm.... unless my heart don know will fly to him or where ever..... this is telling the truth.... not mushy at all...... luckily he could not read my blog.... is this fate??? he told me his com hang when he went into my bloggie.... thanks god.... and he was nt online for quite sometime..... and now adays in sch have been banging into him..... not really those "bang" is like i walk towards somewhere.... he will appear in fornt of me..... and i am so malooo.... but also happy lar..... better than not meeting him lor.....

2004-10-05T20:03:00.000-07:00